It’s time to normalize that you deserve REAL support through your hardships, your pursuits, your goals and your growth, not naysaying and words of doubt. And it all starts with you.

wow Alan Walker was right in his song "Alone" he said that u are not alone and you are never alone.

You are welcome to contact me at Hrithik@brightigo.in! I'm a human psychology student:) I'd be delighted to listen! doing something to improve my karma :)


Adulting

As an adult, we should be capable of socializing  with people very easily but here I'm,  I cant even look into my cousins eyes and have a conversation. I feel so awkward and strange. I feel like after lockdown my confidence has gone down. It's become very difficult for me to interact with people but I'm good at talking to people whom I will never meet again or a down to earth and polite person. Do I need help or will it get better on it's own. I do try my best talking but I cant.

Anxiety

The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever.

Love

How was your day everyone?

3am Thoughts

I want someone to comfort me when I say things on my mind but no one around me has the mental capacity to help me out, they have their own problems and I start feeling really horrible for reaching out to them 

Remember you are enough, when my demons drag me down you are enough to save me, when the world abandons me, remember you are enough to make me feel that I have everything, as I lose my will to wake up tomorrow, remember you are enough to make me run a mile, when I search my life for memories remember you are enough to bring back the lost smile, as I run out words to express what I feel, you are enough to make me write "Remember she is enough"


Anyone know of any free therapy 

You enter with the excitement of the first day,
Excited to meet new people and make or be a part of some "gang"
From which maybe only one or two would stay and other's would be just in your "followers" 
But still these people will contribute something in your life. 
Excited to know how the learning experience would be "chill"
Still unknown of how many KTs you are gonna get!
Excited to make the campus, a new home.
And you will make it your new home. 
Excited to find "the one"

Then suddenly in a snap, first day turned into months, and months turned into years.
The golden years of life, which will be missed and craved for, throughout the life.
The college ended but there was still so much left to explore! 

Now a fade smile drools over your face while you scroll through your Instagram feed 
And stumble upon one of your batchmate"s/ "BFF's" post "#hitched".
Yes the one who hated monogamy. 
And another, "#mydreamcar" achieving the goals as planned 
And many more hashtags. 

Now you sit behind the gallery of your phone swiping through the old pictures,
While your partner peeks in and asks, "I cannot believe this is you"
A giggle leaves your lips instead of words.



Poetry

A part of me feels happy and blessed I have siblings, but there are times when I feel wish I was a single child.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts