It's okay to not feel okay sometimes. It's okay to feel demotivated sometimes. It's okay to be alone sometimes. Don't put so much pressure on yourself to make things right. Give yourself some time and start focusing on one thing at a day. Just make sure if there is no one to put a smile on your face, then you are the chosen one to spread happiness and put smile on everyone else's face 🙂

🖤🖤 Thank you so much for reminding this fact

Self Love

My friend told me. she loves Lord Shiva more than her own parents. That's great, but I'm not sure whether this is correct—how can God be greater than parents when parents go through so much suffering?They sacrifice their life just so we could live a better life . Especially a mother. Yes, God is magnificent and divine. I also worship Shiva and Krishna. But God can never be more than my mother. My mother is a single parent .she takecares of home .she work for us . She gave me so much freedom that I can even share about my bf if I had. She trusts me. She  is super cool . She is perfect mom . She is the only reason I am living for .  If she is happy i am happy . It doesn't feel nice to eat by myself without her. The regret I get after using the money she earned with her efforts. Each and every time I want money.She always sends more than  what I ask for, and it breaks my heart everytime she shows me her love and care . I see God in her. I love her more than anyone including myself . I really wish that one day  I will be successful enough to look after her. Watch her smile . travel together. Eat good food with her , wear good clothes and to give her a secure and happy life ....... I love you ma . What are your thoughts on this ? Who do you love more, God or your parents?..

Love

Today I learnt something.
Me ek ladke ke sath 9 years se relationship me thi. Jab uske pass kuch nahi tha to through out me uske sath Rahi . Sabhi me support Kiya.. Aaj aesa din he ke Aaj uske pass sab kuch he .. aur usne muje chhor Diya ye bol ke " end this . I don't want you.. i have all the things in My life.. tumare pass kya he?? 
Mtlb sare ups and down me sath me rahi hu fir bhi ditch kar diya. I'm that kinda personality ke bare minimum me bhi khush ho jati hu.. 
Now I can't handle myself. And I don't have any idea that ab me kya karu? 

Breakup

I said I would like to be a LAWYER be vvoice of the voiceless but im the voiceless,  evryone is attacking me but i cannot make a move, I cannot defend myself becuz im st u pid and probably cant win an arguement. Its only God's mercy that this pain will be my success story in future

Frustration

We all are bad in someone's story🙂

3am Thoughts

Hello everyone, how's your day?

I guess I just need to talk this out with someone, because I'm feeling pretty hurt and confused, when I really shouldn't be. It's a long one!

About ten years ago I met someone who I absolutely fell in love with them and the idea of them, but they were taken with children, so it's nothing I ever pursued. There was clearly sexual tension and we flirted all the time, knowing it would never lead to anything. One night, two years into all this flirting, after work he got right up into my personal space and whispered something sexual about what he imagined doing to me. 

I took a step back, as was quite shocked by it, silly really with all the flirting we'd been doing, but I also had it in my mind it would always just be that. We were interrupted and neither of us knew what would have happened next...but I always thought about it and what I should, could, would have done with more time.

After that he became more intense and I backed off, I didn't want to be a side piece and I knew this was the kind of guy that I would fall hard for and he would never leave his family, so what was the point in starting that, and potentially hurting lots of people? 

Eventually I left the place of work, moved on with someone else, who by pure coincidence turned out to be a friend of his, which I didn't find out till later on at a friends gathering. Ever since we've barely communicated, for good reason, but do find ourselves within the same friendship circles.

Anyway, the reason why all this has come back to the surface, is that we bumped into each other recently and for the first time in about seven years was able to talk alone. There's been some news recently about women coming forward from our old work place about how they felt like they were sexually harrassed, which we got to talking about how awful that is for those women, to go through that. So I made a point of saying that, just for the record, any moments we had together were private memories and ones I enjoyed and that he has nothing to worry about, in case he did have concerns about us.

He responded by telling me that "It meant nothing to me then and it mean's nothing to me now." 

...and now here I am, feeling really hurt, and I literally don't understand why, other than pure pride and the fact I liked him a lot more and assumed it was mutual but that we were just holding our feelings for each other back. I left the conversation pretty swiftly after that as I was so surprised about how much it effected me, and didn't want to show that, if I meant so little to him.

It's been a few day's now and I guess I'm just wondering whether I need to contact him again and just tell him my feelings on it, or whether to just leave it be. But it's occupying my mind every day, and I can't understand it. 😅😖

One Sided Love

How many ppl here put headphones on without listening to any music??

Will i be able to get over him ever??? (Ps: we are just frnds lol) 

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