It's never the same again, Never the same smile.. Never the same day.. Never the same feeling.. Never the same you! 

That's interesting.. I am assuming it's a good thing :) happy for you 

Ofc , It's how the world functions.. but is it unfair to wish for few things to stay the same ? :) 

Wierd , i guess it's me who remains the same 

3am Thoughts

kenapa yaa rasanya takut bgt utk ngembangin relasi di kantor, pdhl org2 disini baik2 ramah2, kayak bingung dan takut aja gt soalnya ngerasa bukan siapa2, cuma apprentice doang. disini org2nya kayak profesional semua dan workaholic bgt, jd tuh makin takutttt buat ngeapproachnya :(

Work

Im afraid of losing my self in this fu## place i wna run away 

Overthinking

I am neet aspirant 2022.after a month I have my exam which will decide my future. I've studied hard for 2 years and I've always scored 500-600 in my mock tests but now from last month I'm forgetting everything. In final test series of aakash I'm barely scoring 300-350 . It's stressing me out. Whenever I try to focus I can't . I feel very sleepy and i can't even focus. I don't know what to do. 

School

My thoughts were Destroying me.
I tried not to think But the silence
Was a killer too.

Dyson airwrap has to be the best tool yaaar. I can even iron my clothes hahahaha😂😂😂

Personal Win

Feeling lonely, sad, disgust 😞 

Exhausted

Hi. I have a question. Its rather out of curiosity than desperation. I have a friend of mine with whom im friends with for many years. She is nice and all that. But from very early years i have noticed something about her personality, she is full of herself! Like literally, her instragm profile is filled with her selfies with different dresses on and with different makeup on, her photo wallpaper and lock image always had her picture on it. The 2:3 time she shares anything on reel is about her new look she tried on. She does that in every social platform and i cant recall or find anything she upload for last 9 years other than her selfie. She is good person in general and doesn't brag about her things she owns but she does that weird thing on social media. Something i get confused why she is like that. How can someone only wants to promote only themselves on the only platform they have? Isn't it themselves who's spending most time with them? They why need of so much of "them" to see all around all the time? Can anyone explain this behavior? 

Confusion

I don't know if I am really sad or not ! But I so wish my life to change for now. I am tired of enjoying on phone only. Life is fun only virtually for me. I want to change it for once. I have lots of issues with my family members out there, it's not like I hate them or they hate me, but yeah, we get toxic to each other every now and then. I do badly need a change. I want a god damn job, because that's the only option for a change in front of me, I am trying my best. But why do I always have to struggle for every little thing I want. I want to go out. I so wish this quarantine period ends now. Life is really really hurtful nowadays, I want a real happiness now ! 🥺😶

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