It’s getting bad again. I’ve been good for 2weeks and it’s getting bad again. I’ve relapsed in both way, I’ve been s/h again and I’ve just praised myself for it eating for the whole day. I hate it, I want to be good again but I can’t help it. Nobody even notices either, nobody knows and nobody ever knew until it was too late. I hate it I hate it I hate it. But I cant help but be a little happier with how much lighter I’m getting, how my collarbones are showing better, how flat my stomach is, I don’t want to be happy about it but I am, it’s like a never ending cycle.
Hey hey buddy…calm down.
First of all you need not show or prove anyone. The fact that plp will be busy with their own lives and will may or may not notice you should be the thing you understand. I mean to say it shouldn’t bother if even if they don’t notice you. You are the one for yourself. You eat and be happy…that’s no where gonna relate to plp around you. Come on buddy…you got this. Eat well …focus on yourself…take time to understand urself n ur emotions. Do wht u like. Practice some hobbies. Groom yourself…pamper yourself. Be happy sweetheart 💕.
Anony @enough1565
I know that but it’s just hard ya know. The only time anyone noticed was when it was almost to late and then went back to making me feel like shit when I told them it wouldn’t happen again. All the sly comments about my weight and the way I am, but they all say it as “jokes” but whenever I ask to talk to one of them when I’m really not doing good. None of them care and just laugh
I am so sorry abt that.
Plz stay strong.
You matter sweetheart.
Don’t care abt them …focus on yourself. Ignore their jokes and accept your flaws. Your are beautiful and trust me …I adore you.
Just be you and love yourself.
Anony @enough1565
I’ll try, I always try but I just feel like I get weaker every time. Thank you tho, ha kinda funny, I get for support and care from a complete stranger than anyone in my life
