Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

It’s friendship day today. I didn’t wish any of my friends. But I’ll be there for them. Everyone who was sending me this wish saw me reacting like oops, I didn’t remember the day. And then just reciprocated the wish. I didn’t feel weird. I didn’t feel the need to contact anyone. have I really moved on well in my life or am I just ignoring it?
Were my reactions that time made me escape through reality? Or is it really happening? Idk. I need to know. I hope it’s a step of healing. And i don’t have to regret any of this.