Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

It’s been three yrs and it still hurts…I met this guy on Tinder…we started talking onnwats app on regular basis for three plus months …we got close and I was in a happy place…I wanted to meet him and he kept making reasons…I didn’t take it seriously…then he started talking to my close friend in instagram…I didn’t think of it as anything…time went on…he said he likes me more than anything…I was happy too…then one day suddenly he stopped talking…no pings or calls just formal replies to my pings…then my friend sent me a screenshot of their conversation…he asked her out on date…I confronted him so he sent the screenshot of our fight to my friend…I was already heartbroken…then the worst came… while my friend sent word by word of what he shared with her I saw my name saved as "random tinder chick"I have never felt pain like that before…I mean how can someone lie each day for 8-10 months make me feel special and break me like this…it’s ok if feelings change the least he could have done is not insult my feelings like this…I am not able to love anyone since this incident…how do I make this pain go away… request to guys…if your playing with feeling of 2-3 girls at same time think about what it can do to them…