Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Its been three years he, was the only thing I have in my mind when I woke up first, till rest my head in night.He was the only feeling that could help me smile and makes me came back to my life after a tragic past trauma. He was my crush whom I fell in love at first side and could never imagine he jumped like this into my life ,I spend few nights dancing with him at some parties side ,and I settled my one sided love in categories of best friend things just to be with him for more of my life .I was never made friends before but being with him makes me trust people and I make new freinds ,a lot of them actually , I begin to forgot my past and able to live every moment of my life ,His single words empowered me so much that ,I started two companies ,I never ever thought I can do in my life ,In all this journey ,he was the one thing that I could get out of my mind ,I see him in every walks and sides of my life .We don’t talk much ,met much but his thoughts are on my mind ,doesn’t matter if I am closing a deal or business ,I imagined what if he were there too. Whenever I dress up ,I wonder how will see me in this attire, but ,the I never ever can imagined till the day I realized I was not there in his life and who knows not just my love but my friendship was also a one side.
How can I love someone this much ,accepting the fact he can’t be in my life loving me equally ,but am happy just be with him ,telling him nothing and just to see his beautiful deep eyes.
I love you my green eyed.