It’s been 4 months of breakup, we were in 5 yrs of relationship, suddenly one day everything went wrong and she made her mind to leave me, and yeah after some fights I didn’t contact her in any way, 2 months later she called me and said 'meet me, even im struggling to live without you, we have a lot to talk about, the call ended with a fight ,
And sometimes I stalk her social medias
And her recent post quoted ‘say you remember me standing in a nice dress staring a the sunset babe’ which a song by Taylor Swift “wildest dreams” And I’ve been listening to this song whole day .
surprisingly I saw her 2 days back in streets, she passed right in front of me
I couldn’t control my feelings, I came home and texted her ‘will you meet’? She said why
Idk why I said ‘never mind’
And after sometime rply came
‘I’m free on Monday’ I didn’t rply
So again after 1 hour rply came
‘Meet me Monday’
I said okay.
And a day later she said I’m going to hospital on Monday I’ll meet you on Tuesday
I said okay
On Tuesday I waited till evening and I txted her ‘let me know when to come’
She didn’t rply
So Wednesday morning I texted her ’ all good, are you fine?
She haven’t rplied yet.
And I stalked her Instagram today
And her new post is a novel and the page is about some therapy, stress ,accept the feeling kinds of stuff.
I’m soo confused full of anxiety
Not able to tell about my feelings and don’t know about hers
We both know that we both are suffering and yet we are not reaching out.
Communication!!
Sanket @sanket
So keep that in mind that it’s not a ONE SUDDEN DAY, this day comes after a course of several days and actions.
Seems like you both want to meet but are showing some kind of attitude/negligence towards each other. You do one thing, write all your stuff/emotions and send it to her. This might not make you meet her but at least your thoughts would be conveyed
