Its been 3.5 yrs ,since we talk.
I thought i was fine by going through all of that stuff, by that pain , by Everything and finally doing great...but the news of her engagement shattered me again. Completely , fully , properly.
Its amazing , how we think , we r okay now but a small news about that person throw you at same stage as before

Saying and thinking about move on is so easy na,
Am trying this for almost 4 yrs, and i dont say that am still the same , there is some improvement, pain is less but yups its so difficult to forget someone who is sooooo spl to you....
I know there will be one fine morning 
So jab tak.... Trying trying trying

move on ,i know its no easy but u deserve more than this .

Breakup

"Resentment is like drinking poison and hoping someone else to die."
What resentment are you holding on to? Why can't you let go of it now? If not now, then when? Is it useful?

I give up on my dreams... 

Depression

I am troubled since many four months because a girl has made my number, my picture and my instagram viral. I think my boyfriend has given my deatils to that girl and that girl is extracting deatils of our family too . But now it's all over. Both of them made me post an apology. I apologize in front of everyone because I cheated on my boyfriend and my friend abused that girl. But that girl is still following me because we have deleted that apology post and she is saying that if I don't post apology within two hours, then that girl will make my everything viral and I said that girl's number  Give it to me then the boyfriend said that permission has to be taken from that girl only then I will give the number of that girl and I cannot give without such permission. I think my boyfriend, that girl has a hand in all this. 
Tell me what to do?

Hey guys, I just wanted to express how shitty this world is. I am sick and tired of people that don’t take it serious when someone tells them that they are having ugly thoughts and that they need help, people just assume that you are being overly dramatic and that you should just move on, or when you try to talk about it they just look at you like you were crazy. PEOPLE WHEN SOMEONE COMES UP TO YOU AND TELL YOU THIER PROBLEMS DONT IGNORE THE SIGNS! AND PARENTS IF YOUR CHILD TELLS YOU THAT THEY WANT TO TALK WITH SOMEONE ABOUT THIER PROBLEMS DONT ASSUME THAT THIER FEELING ARE JUST GONNA GO AWAY MAGICALLY, WHY DONT YOU REALIZE THAT THEY ARE SCREAMING FOR HELP!! I have been really patient with my family and friends, I’ve given them signs, I have been direct with them and they just tells me that I just need to “sleep it off”, I am screaming for help and nobody is listening. I have stopped eating because I don’t really have an appetite and I have been reading a lot just to forget about the pain I feel everyday, well it’s not pain anymore I think I’m becoming numb. My mother thinks that I am not eating because I don’t want to cook for myself (she thinks I am being lazy) and she thinks that my change of attitude is because I don’t like any one, I’m honestly done, I tried to talk to them but it’s like talking to a wall. I just hope that soon everything gets better. 

How to lose fat?

Body image

How does one love themselves?

Self Love

The ocean does not apologize for its depth and the mountains do not seek forgiveness for the space they take and so, neither shall I.

Becca

3am Thoughts

you know all those people who choose their partners over their loved ones and caretakers, you did a bad thing. Your 15-day love will surely fail you and then you would come crying back to me. Periodt. Change my mind. 


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