Itna bekar ho gya h naa yeh app aab bas har kisi ko bf/gf ki baat karni h koi kuch or post daal de toh yrr koi thoughts hi nhi aate 

Aare yrr mana relationship bhi problem h i mean usne problems aati h but uske alawa bhi or problems h life mein 

Aare sabse badi problem life mein h paisa yrr woh kamana bhi mushkil and save krna vhiii

Frustration

aaj ki duniya mein koi bhi single nhi hai dost🗿 or jo single hai, wo online matching matching kr rhe.. 🗿🗿 or baad mein heartbreak jhel rhe🗿🗿🗿

Life

Guys, please help me out here and tell me if im wrong......meri gf k parents ne ek rishta lae and he is five years older thn me , settled and earning.....im still studying in last year post grad....and my gf says tht she is confused about this....like ki haa bole ya naa.....i was like confusion hai hi q, im not being possesive but being in a relationship means you must instantly reject any other possibilities of relationship...thats what commitment is, she replied with " me mere parents k point of view se dekh rhi hu, unki khushi k lie"...i was seriously looked down upon...humara same caste and religion and uske family mujhe janti hai and i excel in study always on the yop, and i got offered for a full time job with decent pay but i couldnt take it bcox of my clh...but clg ka bus 1 month baaki hai and ill be earning, but she thinks that i would be a compromise for  her parents....its insulting ...mene meri bandi ko boldia ki if tum confused ho thn ill help you with the confusion and f**king disappeare from your life,...and fyi, we are together for over 3 years..

Conflict

Don't know what to do.... sabkuch bhari sa ho gya h 

Lonely

I'm talking to her for more than a week now. thinking to ask her for 10 .di.gi.ts thing but i'm very afraid kyuki before I asked to 'le.ts me.et toh she sa.id she has a lot of work to do so no'(which I believe is true). But num.ber kaise? kaiseeee 😂😭
she gho.sted me first time but this time things are going pretty good but i'm scared

Overthinking

This success …. Udaan aisi bharo ki thumare girne ki aahatse bhi logo ki ruh kaap jaye

Uchaiye aise chuo ki uske dhindore thumari mhenat se jyada baje

Kamyabi aisi paao ki thumare naam ke nagade bajaye jaye

Naam aisa banno ki jabh koi awal aaye tho usse thumare naam se usko darja dia jaye


3am Thoughts

Why on earth someome would tell their weakness to a person jis ko ap achai ja jantay bhi nahi ho... i mean he is a co worker and kinda friend but who portrays that she have lack of confiedence... what the hell is worng with me 🙄🙄

Confusion

So.. i m disturb by things.. don't know kya horha hai.. i m really stressed and I know that's sooo unnecessarily wala..but dimag chal nai raha sahi se.. 

I m getting into constant emotional breakdowns and unnecessary stress.. aur bina reason wali overthinking aur fir uske consequences i am facing.. aur vo consequences are like i m messing up with ppl.. that too jiske sath ache connects hai.. either i m avoiding them ya kuch ulta sidha bol rahi hu.. i don't know wats wrong bas maan kar raha shanti se baith ro lu jee bhar kar... Reason pata nhi kyu rona but bas rona hai..

Ro rahi hu toh bhi maan shant nai horha.. bahut helpless feel kar rhi hu.. 

I m here to just express myself little better.. i m like koi chahiye bhi aur nai bhi.. bcoz sub yhi bolegae hota hai... Thik hojaogae.. relax yourself.. calm down.. nai hota yar ye.. bolna bahut easy hai but sach mai jab kisi ko aise helplessness feel hoti vo insan hi janta hai ki kisi ki koi baat sense nai banti tab.. you just want some peace but pata nai vo kaise milegi.. 


Sorry if kuch jayda bol gai toh.. ya kisi ko offend feel Kara Diya ho toh.. 

Kya mai zindagi mai kuch kr pauga ya nhi mujhe nhi pta mujhe kya banna hai kya krna hai kuch nhi ata dimag mai 12th medical side se kr li na bsc krna ka maan neet ki prep kr rha tha mbbs k liye ab wo bhi nhi milega kyuki padhai likhai to kuch krta nhi 2 saal kota rha thik thaak padhai ki but jbse lockdown covid aya tabse kuch nhi kia or ek ladki k chakkar mai pad gya or bs ab wo haath dho kr piche padhi hui hai nhi chod skti maar jaugi or pagal bhi h or mai bhi pagal hu jo usse serious pr serious krta jaa rha hu boli h shadi tere sath krugi.....bla bla or mera bhi maan nhi chodne ka pta nhi kya hua hai mujhe papa se bhi ladai krta rheta hu unhone he kota bheja ab mere baska nhi h neet pta nhi kya hoga maan krta h ki maar jao...but yaar yeh solution nhi paisa kamana hai paisa 😔😔 kya he kr pauga mai zindagi mai papa paisa lagne wale nhi ab or mai unhe kuch jyda he bol gya ki apke sath nhi rhena ek baar kamane lag jauga tab akela rhuga puri rishtedari se dur 

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