It was something which I was denying from the start, stopping myself at every possibility to consider the fact but I guess it’s too hard to handle now.
I am suicidal and I am scared of that, I am scared of me and I am scared for me.
The number of times I want to reach to the blade and just inflict a pinch of pain on my wrist just to suppress my emotions is tiresome.
I am so tired of feeling emotions.
Hey listen, I know its very difficult but just gather up some courage and speak to me okay. Speak to anyone. I’ll be all ears. I won’t judge one single bit and I’ll do everything in my reach to help. Its not even important to tell me what happened that led you here. Let’s just talk? There are so many new people out there in the world that you have no clue about. Maybe they’re good. Tell me about yourself and who you are.
How about to lie to each other about being the person we always wanted to be. I’ll still believe you because you can be anyone.
