It was a good day today
But something doesn’t feel right…all day I jst did what PPL expected of me …I ate what they wanted me to…I dressed to be good enough for them…I talked and laughed to impress them…
All this jst to make them love me…and still it’s a good day!
I dnt know what I want any more…it’s all about what others expect of me
And nothing is good about that…at the end of the day I see myself in the mirror and I dnt recognise me …
Giving up is hard but living up to others is harder
I jst wish I didn’t have to type this here…I wish I could talk abt it…I wish I had at least one person I could talk to
Something hurts my chest and i all I want is to loose the weight and feel something …feel happy …like literal happiness …
G.night!
heyy…first off dont let ppl tell u what to do…like do what u want not what others expect from u…
do what makes u happy…wear what u think describes u or u think is pretty…
dont try to impress ppl…be urself…show ur real personality…im sure they’ll like u for who ur and if they dont understand u, then maybe they are not meant to be ur frnds…
ik u want someone to talk…everyone does…it’s OKAY
u can post over here…ppl can help u so yeaa and im sure one day u’ll find a gr8 listener :)
be happy!
❤️
