Emotional Abuse

Damn I wanna fall in love 😩

Love

I am one of the (few) people who believe in dreams and their meanings. I wake up from a dream of meeting all sorts of friends I have on my journey. I've encountered unexpectedly on a train station my childhood friend (Dom), my acquaintance (Philip), my high-school friends (Arra, Sam), work colleague (Joshua) and a lot of familiar faces I don't remember. Then I Google it. In summary, it just means to say that I have to reflect on my decisions, the learnings etc. Djgdljfudlyskyrky i don't want to talk about it, my mind is a mess rn haha I'll research thoroughly about it when my mind is sober. 

Dreams

Women. 

Beyond a point, more beauty doesn’t make you more attractive. 

Grace, pleasant behavior, and a positive outlook on life does. 

Sincerely,
Men. 

Self Esteem

I stopped talking to a long time friend, and felt that the efforts were from my end only. And whenever I said to reciprocate or at least try to communicate, the  response was "I'm busy", when she had all the time to spend with other people. And was clearly doing so.

Sometimes, things change and even though you cannot accept the fact. But you should!! 
Because people change, even the ones who said they won't.
Especially the ones who said they won't!!!

Friends

Why do guys always try to find attractive and beautiful women? When there’s a lot of women out there who can give them genuine love and care for the rest of their lives? 

im mad at myself because im letting everything pass by me. why? i blame social anxiety, fear, self esteem issues, etc. at the end of the day, it’s me who has to make these changes within myself so i can keep up. i have my license but i can barely drive because i don’t like it, because im scared and id rather be in the comfort of the passenger seat. i don’t have a job because im so scared of other people, im scared that i can’t do it. everyone around me has jobs, but me? nothing. i feel like im watching everyone become successful and i just wish i was like them so bad but i can’t because im scared and i hate myself for that. 

He did it again
He lied to me
I'm not having good feelings about this relationship 

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