It must be easy for him to invalidate my feelings right now. It must be so unethical from his perspective to feel hysterical and out of control with my situation right now. It must be so easy to feel calm. It must be so wrong from my father's perspective to feel this low. But how can I not try my hardest this way when he is one of the reasons why I got into this mess?!

Depression

Mai waha ja kar b mang lunga 
Koi bata do qudrat k faisley kaha hote hai

3am Thoughts

Omg... What should I do, I think my crush realize that I always stalk her account everyday 

One Sided Love

Why people are not interested when they get a new one 🙄

Any Arctic Monkeys fans about? :)

Music

Do i not deserve happiness?? The guy i loved is happily married to someone else. And i have still not moved on from him. I still keep thinking that what i did wrong. I made him my priority, i was always available for him whenever he needed me, and still he didn't choose him.
What is so unlovable about me.
I hate my life, I hate myself, his memories haunt me. My did this have to happen to me. I may be bad, I must have done very bad deeds, but none of it were so bad that i have to see the love of my life with someone else.
It has really broken me, i m not able to concentrate on any work and i think the pain of losing him has also started to take a toll on my health as well. 

Idk how to enjoy . With a group ill be a silent one n suck their energy . N even in personal im good at deep convos but when it comes to fun i just cant.... Idk how to sing , dance or even enjoy . N eventually people leave me to have fun bcoz everyone deserves that. Idk wt fs wrong with me 

Any weekend plans? 

Exhausted

Hi! I really need some advice.
I've recently finished my final year at school and now I've realised how I have barely any friends. Each of my friends have their own friends that they go out with, but I just stay inside. I always see on social media how people are together. Every time this happens, I feel even more alone than before and I end up staying in bed all day watching films. My mum had her boyfriend over yesterday and she told me that she was embarrassed that I stayed upstairs all day and that it affects their relationship, even though I'm the one clearly hurting. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to make myself feel better because everything just seems so pointless to me now, and I don't know how to make friends because of how I don't go to school anymore. The reason why I couldn't make many friends is because a lot of changes and things happened in my life that caused me to completely lose confidence and I began to stutter.
I don't even know if anyone is able to give me advice on here, but if you could it would be really helpful, thank you!

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