It is very hard to let go my relationship. I wish things could be done in a different way. Or may be if he would have just fought a bit more for us. He gave up too early on us. Too early. In this journey I have just learnt one lesson guys, JUST THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. And you'll be good to go professionally and personally  

Lonely

Me and my boyfriend was in relationship for last three years. Before that he was my bestfriend. Like we used to each and everything together. But as days past his had behaviour changes. Mee too. I was so possessive in relationship back then bcz why not my bf have past which made me do that things in this relationship. And this was my first relationship ever. I don't know being extra Cary and little possessive about own person will lead to break up. He break up with me 7 month ago. But till now we are in touch we live as a friend. He want me as a friend but now also I love so so much. I can't get over him. I love spending time time with him. But he always used talk to his female much more and even after our breakup he hugged and kissed his female friend. How could he do that. He does many promises to me that he will never leave me. Now also he hug me he cares for me but he doesn't want to be in relationship. How to dela with this?

Breakup

Today marks the 2 months of my break up and it still hurts but I don't want him . But he wished me happy holidays though he don't want a relationship from then my mind is rushing.. I am so afraid that I will never find love again . What should I do?

I thought I'd never message him again. But today I did. And he didn't have time for me. Now I feel so stupid. 

So he's been callin' me and today I didn't get the call on time so I've called and now I'm regretin' I think should've wait for his call.. attachment sucks

Love

I am really confused. I am not an online person so, I felt it creepy when this anonymous friend of mine asked to see me. Am I wrong to feel so?

Tho, I know him since a year, he told me his others friends also have seen him. Maybe through wa? Idk. He said on call that he want to know how I look. It's so uncomfortable to hear.  I felt so bad, no one dared to say this to me. 

And I said few things too in anger like he is just an online person which hurt him too. I said no too, but he just wanted to know why can't I? I thought he is my friend, as gave me advise and help me sometimes too, when I wasn't feeling ok.  -_- 
Why would anyone do this? 


Friends

Hello everyone..
So this is my first post.
Its been 2 years now since we broke up. Actually he got married to someone else. He is 4 years older than me. I was in college in last year of my course when he got married. It was a 2 year on/off relationship. 
It was like hell for me back then. I distanced myself with everyone.. my friends..family.. I used to fight with my best friend,with whom I used to live with, for no reason and often forget important stuff. I feel bad now that when I pushed everyone away nobody pushed back that yes I am there for you. I cried for like 6 months straight. 
But I am ok now.. I realized when I came back to my senses that he was actually the definition of a fuckboy.. He never loved me but it hurts to think how stupid I was..
I  am moving ahead .. still not able love anybody since then even afraid if I might ever.
Sometimes I still miss him .. is it wrong to miss him .. I mean he might be very happy with his wife and not even thinking about me or I don't think so he even realised the kind of ass he was to me .. but why do I miss him .. why i am always remembering all the good times we had or what will I say or pretend to say if ever I meer him in future.. why is he still in my mind. After so much has happened .. i mean why.

It’s so hard to forget him. I just want him to at least speak to me but it feels like nothing will ever be the same. Why won’t he at least say something? I’m so tired of feeling this pain in my heart everyday that I wish I could yank it out. He was my best friend. Someone I thought I could count on. But everything is changing now. He doesn’t love me. He’s not ready for a future with me. Or doesn’t want a future with me. Either way - I know he won’t be mine anymore. I just wish I could fast forward to a time where I can feel okay about this. Everyone tells me things happen for a reason but it’s extremely hard when you feel so alone all the time and no one to truly to talk to.

I don't get wtf is wrong with him he just canceled our dye which was gonna happen after a long just because of his friend who was in trouble like not even a close friend it's like my feelings doesn't matter I wanted to be with him and was so excited to go but fuck him I m never  gonna go out with him again, maybe I am wrong because I am angry...but y should I be the one to understand the situation.

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