It hurts to realise that you have time to do everything but you don't have time for me. You said that you were busy but I got to know that you weren't.  You lied to me and it broke my heart. Seriously, I can't believe that you did this to me when you knew how much excited I was for you...😔

You're correct
It's a little tough for me to move since I had feelings for him for 5 years but I will definitely. 
I know that I've done everything so I don't regret walking away



I was in a similar situation. I'm happy that I could do it. I'm in a much better situation now. 

Move on. They made a choice . And it was to not give you time. It will hurt , and it's a reminder of what lies ahead if you continue to do so. 

Frustration

Who you like? 
(I love taylor) 

Music

So my plan or idea was no talking to anyone during ine week to focus on my mentalsef because i hace days or week on a moth where i have a big mental health.
 The thing is that I really try to be okay reaally trying but if sooo hard so hard that I can’t… sometime I don’t want to be here the only reason i still alive it’s  for my mother and other tame i want to be here cuz i want to know what kind of person i will be in the future i not really shure if i will be there.


When i aroud people ( friends) i’m in my world and i hate that because i can have fun , mind play with e all the tame and when i’m alone the same

Depression

I don't feel happy anymore in my life!!! I feel empty. I start crying out of nowhere. I feel like I m gonna left behind! I feel as if Everyone is achiving and settling with good and I m gonna be a looser!! I just don't feel good. 

Anxiety

I am feeling hopeless and worthless now and it is killing my mind. Please help me

I am feeling guilty of seeking attention. I don't know why I do that but I feel guilty after that. I try to make my mind aware of not doing anything to grab attention for example playing victim card or use of misery and sometimes acting weak/ dizzy or helpless. Sometimes I think I am mentally sick. Do You think I should seek  psychiatrist's help to get rid of this problem? 

I wanna move to a whole new city and cut off everybody in my life right now, the latter wouldn't be a problem since I don't have anybody who would even notice that I am gone. 

3am Thoughts

I want to go away from here......I'm not happy

Gratitude

Okay guys, lets be honest. That post I made two days ago was pretty poetic. Anyway, this spot has become my new happy place, I guess its nice to have something to express yourself through. I don't really know any other websites to talk about myself without my family seeing so if you have any recommendations I'm open. I realized my whole family has been ignoring me lately so I've been spending more time alone in my room. I want to blast my music out loud but my sisters would make fun of me. It's nice to have someplace where I can talk about my feelings. I feel like I'm being annoying and using this website wrong and I shouldn't. I don't feel like people want to listen to me talk about my feelings. That's how it normally is. Am I being too dramatic? I don't know. Anyway, does anyone wanna help me get out of this house. Everyday i feel more... idk compelled to leave and run and find an empty field and just yell. And laugh, and cry, and everything in that category. I want my own space far away from this city. I want to walk out of that front door and run. I would feel so alive. I want to run and not look back. I want to run and be forgotten, But i feel too alone to do that now. I want to do it with someone, but my best friend loves her life. I would too. A nice house, her own room, one sibling, caring normal not insane parents, straight, the most beautiful thing in the world. So beautiful. I don't know if i want to be her or with her sometimes. But like i said, shes straight. 
I love how this whole paragraph escalated. From talking about how a want to express myself to talking about how I think I love my best friend, But then again, I'm just 11. Too young to love and too young to like girls. I want to say much more but i'll keep the words down to a minimum. 
Hope you guys live a wonderful life, hope you guys find love. Stay happy! :)

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