It honestly sucks knowing that you can’t be with someone that you Like, because you feel like you would no anything to be there right there with him and yet… they don’t even know you and I feel like just being able to see him makes my day 10 times better and I know I sound stupid, he’s just another boy but I don’t feel like that lol. I mean yea he is but I just… IDK OKAY I just know that whenever I am able to see him or hear him, I feel okay. And isn’t that what you’re supposed to feel around someone you… like? Like I look at him and could say in his darkest, most roughest, even happiest, goofiest moments I would love nothing more than to be right by his side, and it sucks knowing that I could never have a chance and even if I did, what makes you think that a guy so pretty like him would date me, he had someone perfect… but ig whatever. All I know is that when I hear him I feel happy and okay.
I can resonate to ur thoughts to a whole different level, i like a guy too, but can never ever be with him. We talk a lot, have fun but there’s a line and we have never crossed it. Also we’re online friends and I want to call him my best friend. But I dont do that. We pretend to be the dearest of enemies. He talks about the girls who have a crush on him and stuff and I share my stories with him too but there can never be an “us”. I hope thats what makes our bond so perfect. Even if he likes me he’d never say that nor will I…
So u know its okay to let some things go… although I’d like to know why u guys can’t have what u want to?
