It feels like I’m living with atypical narcissist who cares about me but not at cost of things that matter to her. Whenever we fight I feel I’m right but the way she answers to things makes me think that I’m wrong but deep within I know I’m not .She doesn’t even fulfill the bare minimum things tht are done in friendship. I’m so bound to her that even a mere absence makes me go crazy .Im tired of overthinking and I hv to live with her for another 2 yrs (same college).I’m tired being there for her in every situation of her life even when she rejects my presence .I’m crying everyday and I feel horrible about it.I want her and I don’t want her.Can anyone say anything about this ?
Ah same thing is happening to me , I want him and I don’t want him at the same time ,
I want bcz I love him , i don’t want bcz I don’t want to beg anymore , I can feel you ,it’s painful but we have to get out of it, maybe by ignoring things
I’m trying hard not to acknowledge her but it’s not happening I fall back to her evrytime even when she’s wrong and cruel.
Thank u for replying…🙂
