It all seems so meaningless and boring. I mean, whenever I visualise my 'ideal' career path and the steps which need to be taken, it all seems so straightforward, boring, and typical. 
I really want to do will bring me joy but that dream is way far-fetched. I hate how unmotivated i am 

Career

Anyone?

Lonely

Hey Everyone,

I am getting away from that person whom I living from past 3 years, it's difficult she doesn't behave good to me and it's not a love angle it's just that I treated her like my own but I gave her too much importance and she just took advantage of it. It felt so bad when u were nice to someone and they didn't cared for you. But Jo bhi h I am feeling nothing for now, emotions are their but didn't have peace of mind to express it, people said It doesn't matter but sometimes everything matters a small one two, my birthday is coming I don't have anyone to celebrate it with I am literally asking people to join me at least for dinner and it hurts of course it does so that emotion is also not their.

Kajra Mohabbat wala?

Dreams

Silly me! Thought he always loved me :) 

3am Thoughts

Can anyone please help me out. My mind is just over thinking alot. I have lost my Original license yesterday Should i go to police station of FIR or its not needed Please help me. I lost it i dont know where..😖

Confusion

This might be a long passage and I'm not sure that is what this platform is exactly for. 
I'm feeling lost and sad tonight. There are so many things going on inside my head. 
1. I had an uncomfortable argument with a new friend who I met three months ago. We became really close in those first months, we shared things that neither of us had told anyone else, we planned to travel around the world together and I think I really appreciate and love her (platonically). But, since this argument, we haven't talked for a week which has left me feeling very lonely and anxious. I'm not worried about not talking ever again, I know we will. We go to the same university and our friendship is already so strong (I think) that, it just wouldn't happen. We're both on summer vacation right now, so no excuse to see each other.
What's disturbing me most is that this past month we've really been arguing and not getting along. We both get frustrated at each other so easily and we're both really sensitive people which doesn't help at all. So talking became really difficult. Neither of us could really say anything without starting an argument, and now there is this looming tension between us that makes me really sad. Thinking over those first two months when we were inseparable, crying over how happy both of us were to have met each other, laying in the sun together talking and laughing about the silliest of things. I've been thinking it's like the honeymoon period of a relationship, although of course platonically. I'm hoping it's just a glitch in our close bond and our friendship will go back to how it was before these past few weeks, but it is definitely making me feel sick to the stomach and lonely.

2. Tonight, I met up with my high school friends who I haven't seen in a few months. One of the people in the group, I used to be really close with, but they've changed a lot. And tonight they talked of all these things everyone has done since I saw them last. Although maybe typical teenage things, I hadn't done them and it made me feel so small. I feel silly even writing this, I don't even know why this has made me so sad because I personally don't want to do the things they talk about (drugs etc). Maybe I feel like I'm missing out on something. I just feel so so tiny after being with them, this one friend in particular dumps all of this stuff on me, how they're so happy and doing so many new things with so many friends. They never ask about me or when they do they never really, listen, something I really value. But they're not toxic either, they're not a "bad" friend and I'm sure they have no idea I feel like this. I feel so drained, even thinking about all the experiences I might be missing out on. Being around these people unfortunately makes me feel really lonely.

I am lonely. I crave intimacy, warm hugs, and someone who adores me as I do them. I am tired of trying so much and receiving so little. I don't think anyone could understand what I would do for someone to truly, wholly love me for who I am.

Anxiety

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