Istg, I know what I should do. I know I need to fudging study since I have a major exam in three months. I know I need to qualify that so that I can live my dream. I risk a academic year of life for this. Got into a good university of the country, a great major left that why? Because I want to live my dream and not something I never dreamt of. I know there is no other way than studying really hard and qualifying it. I don’t want to back to that major. I know I should stop spending time in YT and IG and start studying yet I’m wasting all my fucking time in these apps. I am wasting my time daydreaming about shits. I’m wasting my time watching some non sense. I am being a complete jerk now. I don’t know what to do.