Is there anyone out here who has felt that feeling of fatigue? Like absolutely zero strength in your body to do basic daily tasks?  

All you need is sleep and sleep and some leave me alone time!
What is that called? ADHD? Burnout?

YES! I am going through it too. In my case, I feel it’s a burnout.

ADHD

It’s been 3 months since she left me. I’m unable to maintain the no contact with her. I still feel like she is my soulmate and I’m trying to reach out to her many times to fix things but she has blocked me from everywhere. I can’t get her out of my head. I still feel like she is with me and if I move on with someone else then I would feel as if I’m betraying her. How do I stop this feeling ? Will I be able to love someone ever again ?

Breakup

3rd semester full online learning. Don’t know how to survive anymore

Life

I’ve always wanted the opportunity to share my deeper thoughts and emotions without really showing who I am, now that I have it, I hardly know what to say. I guess the better question is why do I feel the need to express these things without revealing myself. I’m sure many here can relate with that sentiment. Honestly I don’t know. Perhaps I feel like I’ve built a persona for others that can’t be infringed upon. That or I value the expectations of some too highly to betray their perspective. All I know is that I have so many emotions that I want to speak about, but it just feels like I can’t. I want others I care about to understand the machinations of my mind, but I know nothing I do could ever truly make anyone understand. I want to show them why I am the way I am, why I value the things I do, and why I simply cannot function the same way as others. I’ll share more in time, but I’m not here looking for answers. I already have my answers. I think more than anything, I just want someone to acknowledge that my true thoughts and emotions exist. That I’m not just an empty amalgam made from the perspectives of others around me.

Lonely

Feeling alone 

Depression

I was in relationship with a girl . I dated her earlier aldo in 10th but she broke up as she was playing thst time. Then again i got back in 12th but this time thing were serious i guess we had physical relationship also this time. I was so in love and she also seemes somewhat. But in 10th she left me for her best friend shit. This time also we fought but for nee guy this time. She compared me woth him all thw tkme. She learned how to drive bike from him without telling me. All this thing led to me being toxic. Why won’t i? How can i let her comapre me lie to me for that guy. She lied a lot yes . She told me thing about 10th standard when we first dated. Her friend told me some things she said about me and our relationship in 10th. Earlier in 12th when i dated her second time she said bluntly that she was lying but after sometime she said her friend was right. How could i trust her?these all things led me being toxic and obviously fight will happen if you do such thing. But I don’t know why in the earth good people suffer and bad people live happily. She fucked my mental peace . It was in 2020 nov we broke up. I mean we had fight she blocked me and never came. I tried then i stopped because she always blocked me over other giys and also never blocked her ex. I stalked her obviously on insta n all and still she is friend with that guy she compared me with and I’m blocked. Lol she used to say i love you bit never felt so. After 2020 i became numb my family situation was also bery bad toxic parents n all. She even used the thing i told her about my parents against me.😂 she broke me so much. Now after 2020 i became numb to feeling thinking it would be fine. But no now i am fucking alone . I don’t speak to people. Do jot smile. People think I’m chutiya n all because I don’t even know how to talk. I had a best friend female … she was so best in world.. but look at me i messed that up just because i wanted to be alone. I never thought me and her(my best friend) will ever fight but we did a lot. For 2 years almost she tried ki i get myself together. But mein nahi kar paya.. ab we don’t talk. She also blocked.. i feel so broken eveyrday thinking i only get to be in blocklist. The girl i dates is still happily living her life and i fucked my life and my career . Now i just don’t know how to be back i need help pls

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