IS ot good to say what's on your mind always or is ot better to hold back sometimes? I would go with holding back sometimes people aint able to throw judgements side and see u so better choose in front of whom u should show 

It depends on person to person,if someone is close to you and you don't want to hurt them,then it's better to hold back other no need to,if you hold back other people take that as your weakness or affirmation in some cases,so it's better to say in some places where they need to

Books

Hello....

3am Thoughts

Ig December is the month of breakups do you agree??

Breakup

Day 9 of writing journal entries!

I’m happy to say I’ve officially broken my habit of biting my fingernails! It used to be a big issue for me but I haven’t done it in several weeks, whereas before it would be every day. I’ve learned to clip my nails like a normal person. 😀

I also wrote a poem about self expression and society today, everyone I’ve showed it to loves it! Genuinely too! I wanted to share it on here but it’s too long for this site and nobody would read it. 😅

I’ve started taking more of an interest in fashion. I’ve been experimenting with how I dress.

Overall today wasn’t very physically active but I thought about a lot of things today! It was a good day! I’ll rest well tonight. :)

Have a great day y’all!

Personal Growth

To be honest I don't understand how to express my thoughts ,my emotions 
Am really confused.
One prominent feeling that pokes me everytime is sadness.,😔

Lonely

Can you suggest some of the best Hindi songs for IG reels? 😛

Music

Hi guys, 
I am a married woman living with my in laws , since the day I got married I received countless complains from my in laws direct indirect about the stuffs my parents didn't give to me, my husband has taken all the financial debts of his father on his shoulders and this has pushed him into loans,  his parents thought he would go for an arranged marriage and then the dowry will pave the way for them to get rid of debts,  but he fell for me and I despite knowing the fact that he is not that stable financially married him, now whenever their is a fight in the family my mother in-law targets me, she says my husband that he shouldn't have married this early and without dowry,  husband argues and says her to keep mum, but she goes on , saying him that he has changed post wedding, his father too says that he has changed now, my husband bears all this and the next morning he is again normal with his parents and I don't like this attitude of my man, because they say about us and he forgives them, now when I ask him why he let them go this easily he says you are starting it again, I want peace, and then we start arguing. My problem is that I am currently not working and in coming 6 months maybe I will be working and in a different city but this is bad ! I see those people everyday who ridiculed me my parents and even my husband's only sister said him once , right on my face in 2020 that he should not have married me as I was not liked by anyone in college. I don't know how to make peace with all wrongs. I fail, I often cry and seeing my condition my husband gets irritated, he says I do this to him,  I irritate him jbki its his parents,  plus tell me solution to this weird problem of mine 

Self Esteem

Nhi jeena hai mujhe ese. 
Nhi jeeya jaa rha h mujhse. 
Pata nhi Agr esa chlta bhi rha toh kitna chala paunga.
Mai nhi sh paa rha hun kuch bhi. 
Na jaane kya sapne the. 
Na jaane kya paane nikla tha. 
Abhi toh shyd khud hi ko dhund rha hun.
Woh bhi nhi mil rha. 

Nahi jeena mujhe ese. 
Sab barbaad hai. 
Mai sirf ek skeleton bacha hun. 
Kuch nhi h yaar. Kuch nhi h. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts