Is it wrong to follow your heart? Is is inappropriate to love someone at early age or myb not love but get attached? Why is it so difficult to get over someone? It is so easy for someone to forget all freakin beautiful memories just like it never happened? Is it so that you can't be sticking around one person whole life? Why do our generation people get bored of feelings as kids get bored with their toys? Is it wrong to fall for someone so freaking hard even after knowing that you ain't gonna get anything back ? Isn't it tooo much to expect too much from someone who's not even intrested?

I knw obviously one sided hurts...but why is it so that the opposite person isn't into us but does every fuckin thing that's makes us fall for them even more n more!? Like in my case we share common ground so we kinda meet on regular basis..so in this case what so one do?? 

Life

I didn't use to have my period for a stretch of 6 months. Doctors hinted that I might have PCOD. The only solution was weight loss and I lost a lot for weight to get in shape and get my hormones working fine again. 

Women Empowerment

I'm kinda happy today ☺️

Happy

It's 1am and me mind is covered with thoughts.. I should be sleeping.. this is truly devastating 🤯

Exhausted

I don't why this is keep happening with me, i am almost 30 & always trying to run away from the topic of marriage, don't want to marry, becoz afraid of about my life, I think my life will be completely change after this, and afraid of these changes, my family keep pressurise me but this topic gives me anxiety and depression, and I try to find the reason to say no, did that many times, and after that again feeling low, this has become a  pattern, don't know what to do, don't want to spoil anyone's life😑😑

Depression

Dear Tony Stark Jr.
Well, to say that these past 2 days have been hell would be a gross understatement. Its that part of my life where theres nothing else on my mind, its all uncertain, what course would life take now on, we do not know.
We were a fantastic couple for about 7 months or so, since then my better half has been going through some issues regarding us. I did not know all this so this comes as a shock to me, like literally my whole life shattered, all the dreams, promises, vows, flashing and burning in front of my own eyes.

Its difficult to see your happy small love house collapse in front of your eyes, but you are helpless because you no you can't do anything. You are mature so you need to understand the need. Yet, you are emotional so you need to cry your eyes dry. Not that only I am the one feeling bad, she must be feeling exact. To say in one word what I am feeling would be quite impossible, I am in a whirlpool of emotions and it feels like im drowning slowly.

Still, I know shes there for me...but can i address her with those cutie names again? an i behave in the same manner? Of course not and i ave no complains, just regrets, My tears have dried not (well almost) but the feeling of void is still there. The feeling when you lose a part of yourself...and its wrenching my heart. Its a swirling whirlpool that I know I know I have to survive, theres no other option.....is there?
Theres a major part of our lives still left and though I do not believe in destiny but now maybe I just hope someday she will come back, or rather someday I will win her heart back.

Though apart, I know neither of us our alone...I know shes there, a text away, you feel the same aaku? I hope you do :)

So, what now? Nothing just that theres clat in about 20 days back..I cannot even afford to falter an inch..I have to crack it anyhow and then there are somemore items on my wishlist that I wanna complete befpre college starts 
and then whole lotta other items which i want to do in college. Tough? Yes.
Can I? Yes I can.

Her memories make it a bit difficult but thats also the fuel that will throttle
me and send me spacebound.
What would i miss? The cute texts, the late night Video call kisses, the random I love yous. I miss her.

One Sided Love

so after 3 months of struggling I'm finally employed but on wednesday I had an interview for a job I'd like to do and I feel like I totally fucked up. I thought it's sure they will hire me but she told me she has 3 more people to interview so I'm just waiting for a call where they tell me they picked someone else. I'm so stressed because I dont wanna do current job as it doesnt pay well and it's physically exhausting. I feel like crying because I'm such a failure

Failure

How to get connected to personal chat? 

3am Thoughts

I just don't want to feel anything or think anything. These emotions n overthinking is killing me, draining my energy. I'm just so tired and i feel so hopeless. I never realised not having good friends could effect me so much. I just feel like my life is passing by and I'm not enjoying it or living it at all. I'm just breathing. Its all so depressing 

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