Is it weird that you can feel someone send you evil eye and that you know which person is doing it. 

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Feeling bored 😴😴

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After long time I came on this app. So many things changed no group chats too.

Insomnia

Feeling really upset study theology and really interested in gym too and i love studying the human body but sadly my dad is the biggest problem comparing me with the kids who's mindset is different and also the people who take drugs ,smoke weed and who smokes they are comparing me with them and want me to be like them but sadly they don't know how ther really are so my dad is a big problem to me  .i didn't ask my dad to buy me anything since last 7-8 years but he always wants to argue and make a problem saying i demand his way too much even though i just do nothing and he use bad words yelling and blackmailing mom that he will devorce her and he throw me once from the building too i just wish i could have a better life  wish i had a family who could buy me clothes and support me in my good dreams i don't go to party i don't hangout much i just enjoy the gym cause it's like a pain relief for me i want to feel like I'm living not in this family who don't understand me with there was straight heaven after death ,if it was like that i would be dead long time ago i just wanna feel better that all i want i don't wanna fight cause i don't wanna make problems some time i get jealous seeing someone's dad being so friends with their children's i try to go with my friends but sadly in this area every one does bed chew tobacco or smoke or take drugs they say they will support me but they never did i Don't even have good clothes all are given by my cousin if stilling was not a sin i would do it but I'm from a Christian background so i know it and this lonely ness and emptiness
Is killing me inside i just feel upset cause no body tries to understand i don't dare to ask my parents a new phone so I'm using this broken once i hope who ever read this feels me I'm just way too upset wish so body kill me so it won't be a sin cause i Don't wanna go to hell cause suicide is a sin all i need i love and care but no body understand this pain inside me is hurting who knows it might change me to the bad person I'm jealous of my cousin not cause they are rich I'm just jealous cause they have loving family who knows it is perfect just to be dead  

Family

You sometimes feel that, No one really cares about you anymore, One minute before they say they're here for you and another minute they're ignoring your message and like that convo didn't even happen.

Harrowed and irritated 


I don’t understand why I got married!! Am so fried!!! My husband behaves like he knows everything 

He doesn’t pay for my son for anything 

Arghhhh

Want to eliminate some bad habits /addictions
Any one who'd like to guide or help me in this journey?

Mental Health

There is urge in me to be a friend to a lesbian . 

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