Is it weird that she is introducing me as a FRIEND in front of her friends cause I am nerd and unpopular type.....

What do you mean I am her bf and she is introducing me as FRIEND

So it's not bad if she is hiding our relationship???? Idk it is just bothering me

Relationships

How can a person simply abuse another person and get away with having no remorse?

Child Abuse

Everything sucks....I sometimes feel I am the biggest weirdo present...Mostly I have different choices in things than other girls....And sometimes it makes me weird...I believe in equality I treat men and women the same.. but people around me say I am way too weird and I have to change myself... Resulting in social anxiety...It is the worst feeling ever I am going through to fit in my surroundings...

Anxiety

Since childhood I got abused and till now searching for a friend to share my feelings but failed many times feeling too lonely and frustrated right now 

There is this guy I have a crush on. I really don't know what should I do like do I message him or not?

Crush

"It is sometimes said that scientists are unromantic, that their passion to figure out robs the world of beauty and mystery. But is it not stirring to understand how the world actually works — that white light is made of colors, that color is the way we perceive the wavelengths of light, that transparent air reflects light, that in so doing it discriminates among the waves, and that the sky is blue for the same reason that the sunset is red? It does no harm to the romance of the sunset to know a little bit about it."

You know often I wonder about where I am what I am doing, and if at all is it worth it. In any universe shall the results of my labour yield a result. 
But you know I never choose science for quantifiable results, neither did I choose science for the absurdness of it. 
I had my heart set in science for the absolution. The absolution that makes us one, one with the universe and one with truth.
We don't seek truth we discover it. 

Often a time for on and on to endless vain but we keep looking.

But I am exhausted idk how much long I can stay in a system that kills passion and kills the longingness of truth and that of passion and that of pure love. 

The heart yearns for results it's in its intuition to find one, and I am here with no end in sight

I know hardly anyone is gonna scroll but if you do, listen I am really tired man,
I do love what I do but it's turning very hard to keep it. 
And I do wanna keep it with all my might.
I honestly care for science and I see it dying in front of my eyes, in kids in schools and in colleges 

Save the truth, For when the dark reigns or religion shall depart the sweet science shall reign.

Dreams

Someone just give me hopes because I am so so lean. I am even afraid to hug anyone because they don't feel good about it. 😭 

Body image

any tamil people ☹️

Friends

I'm tired holding these tears.Who can I rely with when I can't even open up with others.Its so bad that I always have to smile for them,I know that maybe the others don't know that I have a problem.Im scared that if I'll open up with others one day,they will say that I'm such a dramatic,I'm scared that they will judge my feelings.Im always like this,I want to talk to them about my problems too.I isolated myself again,I'm tired,why do I always have the suicide thoughts? I'm freaking tired of this life,wishing that i shouldn't be here.Mama papa,this world is not my place,I'm too tired to live this way.I'm tired that I always have to cry all night.It's so funny that I became their listeners,their comfort zone while me?I can't even do that to myself,I'm such a disappointed,my grades aren't high enough for them to be proud to me.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts