Is it really normal to feel hatred towards your father?🙂

Because he suddenly intervenes alot in my life. Taunts me alot about why you didn't give JEE while as I got alot of opportunities from abroad and he didn't let me go. He says he doesn't have money then how come he sent my sister! And there's so much more. I feel like how much do I say!

Because he intervenes alot. He forcibly admitted me for a course I didn't even want to do and phir b ab taanay maartay hai

So? How does it feel that way? How old are you basically?

Absolutely it is. 
May I ask why do you feel this way ? 

Life

i really just want my dad to love me

Frustration

My dad publicly admitted that he hates me...

Anxiety

My father is annoying as hell

Family

sometimes I feel like my mom is too good for my dad. 

3am Thoughts

My Dad is angry

Depression

Hey 
I am not feeling okay. My stepfather sexually abuses me everyday and i cant do anything I just done know what should i do whom should i reach to i just cant take it anymore Everyday i tell myself tomorrow will be okay it will be better but its just the same i just donw know what should i do mu mother knows she keeps quiet.

So i was just brainstorming about some random things and suddenly like a rewind video of my childhood traumas played through my mind. Just wanted to vent it out here. So my mom and dad both r on job even b4 they were married. They are two strong headed people and often have opinion clashes and i grew up listening to their verbal fights about finances, properties,management, loans. Basically they lacked communication which lead to misunderstanding and then it would heat upto a fight. Ofcourse all this affected us(me and my younger bro) mentally. We have seen it since childhood. But has fortunately vanished as they communicate and things are going pretty well [touchwood]. Actually there was one more reason behind the fights betn mom and dad it was that my dad cheated on my mom like 4 to 5 times with different women. She'd come to know about it and then a fight and this continued. He doesn't do it anymore as we have grown up and unfortunately i myself saw 3 of these incidences with my eyes but i was too small to understand whats happening[it's traumatizing now]. Due to this my mom tried to kill herself twice. Once she haded a suicide note to me but fortunately nothing bad happened. That note shattered me as a kid. I almost felt lifeless for a moment. I don't know if it's true but my dad claims that those things happened due to a black magic. Don't want to talk about it deeply. I feel my father has genuinely changed now he does everything to make us happy and since almost five years he gives his best even before he wasn't a bad human being he did all that a dad would do for his childeren but unfortunately he wasn't a good husband. But sadly i remember the past clearly and i have forgiven him for his past miatakes. But sometimes i just think like he made my childhood traumatized and above all he made my mom go through all that crap[i hated him like nothing] but my mom said that hate will just rip us apart. Let's make a fresh start and live like a happy family since then things are going smooth![evil eyes off] it was a horrible child hood though. I cried while thinking of it and felt like expressing. Plz don't say anything bad about my parents they learnt from their mistakes and that's what matter. I love them!

my dad was an abusive asshole.he started to abused my mom when i was 3/2 and he started to hit me when i was around 10/9 i guess. theres one time when he hit my head on the door for 2 minutes straight bcs i sleep at 5 am.i cant sleep bcs i was too nervous for my school interview.and then he bang my head on the door 🤣

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