Is it possible for two people to love each other but still have ego come in between to an extent where they wont talk to each other and keeps blaming each other? 

I miss him☹️

Long Distance Relationship

I hate my mother. I am not just saying this as a sulky teenager. I have many reasons. She is very abusive and has superiority complex and every other trait that defines a toxic parent. Right now we are out on a vacation and we are in a restaurant. I was listening to songs because I have nothing to talk about. She yelled at me that I always listen to songs and said to talk to everyone. When I tried talking to her about something, she yelled about how loud the music was in the restaurant and that I should talk at home and shut up now. I got mad obviously so I sat erred listening to music again and she commented that that's the only thing I do. What the fuck shall I do? I hate spending a minute with her. 

Anger Issues

I never get flowers...I buy them
#sappymoment 😶

Exhausted

It feels so sad to have everything as per your dreams, living the best life but still don’t have anyone to ask you how your day went at the end of the day, no one to run their fingers in your hairs, no one to love you, pamper you🥺🥺😭

I feel fear rn🥺

Anxiety

I don't know if someone will answer this but I'll ask anyway. 
If you've been on this app for months, may I ask if this app is just for letting out sad stories/thoughts or it can be any emotions ? 

3am Thoughts

Can anyone tell me how to move on ?? 

Breakup

Hello everyone!!
Just want to vent :)

Last year, I lost my uncle who I loved dearly. It has been a very hard time for me and my whole family. I still can't look at his pictures without tears in my eyes. Whenever someone mentions him or about the things he wanted, honestly, I cry. It just hurts knowing that someone who used to live in the same house, talked to you so lovingly, bought you whatever you needed and never missed a chance to bring happiness into your life can now never be there anymore and can never do anything anymore. Currently I'm staying at home where he lived with my grandparents and other family members and trust me it's hard going through everyday missing someone's presence.💔 I still find glimpses of him all around the house and the street. Many things remind me of him. I just miss him a lot.

Now this year, doctors are saying that we might lose my grandmother by the end of this year or maybe earlier. I'm just pissed now. I mean why God? Why are you doing this to us? She was the most active person even in old age just a year back. Now you made her condition that unstable that people are counting her days? And wasn't taking my uncle enough for you?

Now last night, I got a call from my friend. She wasn't able to speak properly because she's sick. She told me to meet her as soon as possible because she thinks that "uske din Kam bache hn" (few days are left for her). I scolded her and shut her up because I didn't want her to get discouraged like that. She told me about her condition and I have been pretty scared for her since then because the situation can turn out to be worse than it seems. I am really helpless as I'm out of town. I just wanna go meet her and hug her 😭. She went for tests and I wish her test results to be positive.

Don't you think God is playing with me?
I am tired of all this
I don't want to lose anyone 🙂

Just pray for everything to get better:)




Diseases

So done
Me and my bf have been fighting continuously 
I feel he doesn’t give me time or attention 
He just says things
Bolne se kuch nai hota yaar 
Do it naa 
Firstly 
Since last months we had some issues going on even if we met then we were just fighting arguing sorting out
Then we went out with our group of friends a month back and havent met since then 
We dont spend that quality time anymore 
Yes i agree i was busy 
But i was ready to spare some time, lie to my family about where i am going and come and meet him for whatever little time we could but he neverr asked he was just about himslef about his work his family and his everything
Then i got ill for a week 
Couldnt he just give me a little bit of care ?
Tere liye pizza order karu?
Bas ek baar puchlena on the phone wo bhi while talking to someone else while i am on the call doesnt make me feel good! Send it over once as a nice gesture!!! 
Just bolke kyu dikha rahe ho!!!
Then when i got okay, i told him ki now we can meet
So he is like abhi toh meeting hai yeh wo 
Nai hoga possibility 
Next i have guests at my place (still i was ready to come but he never asked)
Then  
During rakhi i had loads and loads and loads of work to do 
All i could ask for was some support!
But nooo 
Karle etna hi toh hai just advices and siggeztions 
That i dont want to hear
I was damn tired and couldn’t move
He knew everything 
And calls me ki mae kal out of town ja raha hu 
Abhi jaldi aa milne 
Dude i have ask for permission at home to get out 
You know that and everything how can you just suddenly tell me just to show 
He knew i am super tired cant get out of the house and was being so admanant 
I said i’ll come in the evening so he is like no shamko pooja hai bla blaa
Everything cant run according to his schedule!!
This is not fair
Here i am working my ass off all day
Whereas he is just enjoying his vacay!
I have been waiting for him  
Bcaz i dont get to got out of the house that much 
I have to make plans accordingly
I didn’t go anywhere with anyone else and saved mu chances to meet him 
But he doesnt even care’!
Why does he take me for granted so much 
I just cantttt

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