is it okay to send "<3" five days into ur relationship bc i did that and he left me on read. but also the message thread was kinda like. "goodnight" "goodnight" "see u tmrw :)" "see u tmrw <3" that was like 100% extra it did not need a heart. im worried hes not like a <3 type of guy and he would get weirded out😭

Boyfriend

I saw me ex after 3months today. Been in relationship for 2.5 years. And i felt nothing. Except the rise in my heartbeat for a bit.

3am Thoughts

Good night all,

I am almost in anxiety, I am going in to a deep situation and I cannot stop thinking about it.. 

I am in love and in a relationship with a boy, we both love each other, and we are ready to get married and start a life from 0 together, without anything...


The issue is that the boy is not from my country... He's from the country I am living in.. But both have the same religion and both are like soulmates... The only thing is the language and the country.. Other culture... 

I am afraid now from telling my parents they are strict parents,they reject to get married to someone they Dont know the family and stuffs like those and I don't know how they will take this when I will tell them... Am afraid if they reject, and the worst take from me all my things car, phone, pc, tablet, everything...

What should I do? How I should tell them without a instantly rejection? Did someone happened this with them before?

Please help... 

Relationships

It's been almost 3 months since we broke up... And i was kinda moving on but i used to stalk him everyday... But today I saw his public profile from which i was blocked earlier... That he was with a girl holding hands.. it was an aesthetic collage.. (of his shoes with girls and holding her hands type in a mysterious way) and in his recent post a girl's comment was pinned... I mean after seeing all that I'm really sad and feel like I'm heartbroken all over again... I don't wanna feel this but how can someone move so easily after being in a relationship for freaking 3 years.. I'm really hurt..i don't feel like doing anything and idk how to deal with this😞 
Can anyone tell me what should I do? 

Had a very bad start from this year failed in my exam..and my boyfriend started treating me badly .. n he started distancing from me ...i fought a lot n cried but he didn't cared ... how to let go of a person you love so much...i decide one day to stay away and then again after some time i am talking to him...what to do to leave this attachment behind.. when ever i am angry on him i dial his number ...i don't know why but i fight n cry becoz i want him to feel the hurt. I feel weak  what to fo ? No friends to tell to 

I feel like leaving and never coming back. My ex came about after 3 months saying he misses me and loves me and that I’m the best thing that’s ever happened to him. But yet he’s still talking to another girl. I’m so inlove with him that i gave him a second chance but nothing changed. As much as i know i should let him go. It’s hard for me bc i love him so much.

Breakup

I'm not sure why I felt it was okay to let go of someone you care about and just go with the flow. 
I'm not sure why I'm repeating myself.

 Maybe I'm sure about this or maybe I'm not. I just desire to scream all my thoughts and feelings for this particular individual, but he's not going to pick up the phone and will simply ignore me and hurt me again, but I really want to tell him everything. 
But I can't let him go or tell him how I feel. I'm at the cancellation on what to do. 

One Sided Love

What i am feeling right now is- i am not liking the fact that he has already moved on, we have been separated( one year since our last day of college) for a year now- i mean physically separated bcz we talk every damn day ( or we used to) .
He is doing a job and obviously you have to make new friends- and he did- i know, he shared his feelings about me to everybody he met there at job, i guess that what made him moved on so easy !
Oh, i feel so painful when i think that, is everything or everyone replaceable? If that so, so easily? 
I know his job friends helped him move on. Thats why he says, “ when you will do job, you’ll Know”
Is that so ? I dont wanna ever think that. Why would i ever want to feel that i should move on ? 
But i guess its a bit easy for sim since his parents didn’t allow for our marriage.
Its hard ! Everyday i am in a battle with myself and my emotions.
I know , most of you must be reading my thoughts for a while now, i know some of you have helped me with your words, ALOT ACTUALLY, but yes i know that ,you also believe that its not easy, so maybe i am gonna post these things again and again till i have my mind at ease. 
I hope i won’t irritate anyone.


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