Is it my fault somehow if my guy doesn't want to make any friends but just spend time with me alone? I mean I do like it but I want him to have more friends, so that he has someone to talk to if and when I'm not there. I feel so bad that somehow I'm the reason for him to not have any friends

I do express that, but being an introvert he doesn't enjoy the company of others and even if he does, his sense of loyalty brings him back to me. I tried making him understand that having friends is a good thing but I was never successful, should I push him more to make friends or drop the topic?

haha Nah nah, I have my priorities wrt work life....But thanks for the reminder ^_^


Relationships

Wtf is up with my brain!

Okay I’m kinda the person who likes to keep my social groups seperate especially the ones that are family friends who I know since childhood and like my university/college friends. 


But now I have a few family friends coming to my university/college and it feels like from the convos that have been going around that they are keen to join my uni/college friend group 

Like I know I’m making a fuss out of it but I just like to keep them separated and for some reason I have anxiety and have been stressing over it 

Friends

I'm tired of making friends, they always end up leaving me. I swear sometimes I feel like a am cursed with bad luck and I'll never find true happiness...I just don't want to get close to people because I am not sure if they are going to stay by my side, YK. I just really wish to find some good friends. I feel so lonely bc I don't have friends but at the same time I enjoy the loneliness. The other problem is that I over socialize with my past friends (when we were still friends), I really need to have time to myself like it's something that is required of me to do because I start to feel so tired and overwhelmed but they didn't get that and dumped me :).


Frustration

I don't have any actual friends. I thought I had a few very close ones and then realised that all are there for some reason or are either expecting something from me. Remove it from the equation and they're gone. I feel so lonely. No one actually listens and understands me. I wanted to ask if anyone has any real genuine friend who can just simply talk and listen to you without expecting anything from you and vice versa? 

Lonely

I've had this thought for a while. Whether people truly cared for me or not. Just deep down in their heart, they probably hated me? 

I had friends in high school which I'm closed with. We used to spend time together. Movies and all. Her secrets are mine and my secrets are hers. But one day we just stop. She blocked me from social media. 
Did I somehow do something bad? She has new friends now. The one which was way better than me in terms of academic grade and this made me think back on myself. 

Am I really wanted? I feel like all of them will leave me sooner or later. And I'll be left alone. 

I hate loneliness

Well for first I’ve always thought scl friends are everything , after I went into Pre-university even over there I had scl friends which never made me less of scl friends , so I used to hang with them , but slowly in 12th , the group totally changed , they did remove me from their gang I was fine with it , I had my fellow mates which they’re awesome we used to have so much fun in the Puc but later after 12th no guys intended to contact anyone I just felt there’s some ego nd ignorance in the whole gang , I agree they’re little egoistic but still what are they doing even , I just did move on it was basically the holidays after 12 th due to the covid the admission of degree had been pushed late forward so I was damn alone where I had no one , I always made friends outside of my clg nd scl bcz they had the ego of whatever’ but still after I come into degree I just look back there’s no scl friend who’s there for me totally okay cool but now I got my clg friends over here sometimes I get irritated bcz of their ego sometimes, just in degree I have totally a different group of circle which I’m proud of that I don’t have any past people but still I got 3 people of my clg mates but fine with it just lookin it at how far I’ve have came 

Now&Me Thinks

Why do people act soo fake..?? 

Depression

I have only 2 best friends. And as good as ut sounds, its not what you think. I never had friends and now even though i have 2 they don't respond or talk to me that much. 1 will take a full day to respond and the other doesn't understand easily what i need help in. In other words it's like they are forced to be my friends. I always initiate the convos and never get talked to first. I know they are true friends. But for GOD sake why don't they act like ones. 

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