Is it me or it’s just that life is throwing a lot of curveballs? I try stay rebellious in every situation, but feels greatly overwhelming. 🤔

beingmyself

Vinay

Haha feel like I’m that ONE person holding everything together! 

Staying content assuming it’a just this phase.

3am Thoughts

hiiii
what books should i read if i like crime and suspense?

Books

When I didn't need anybody I thought I found him, but I lost him, before I could find/feel him

Crush

How to stay consistent 

Exam

Not all relationship will lead you to marriage , some will inspire you to stay single. 

Relationships

Sad only

Career

quisiera que te sientas como yo me siento,
quisiera ser como tu, sin sentimiento
quisiera sacarte de mi pensamiento. 

Is it normal to feel lonely like this?
I have just entered my twenties and I know in college I am supposed to have a huge group of friends and such and I do. I do have friends but it just doesn't seem that we are as close as I thought. I have friends but they are either in a relationship or have other friendships which are closer and more intimate than they are with me. I understand that we are all busy with our own lives now and it just isn't the same as it was before. I, too, am busy so I understand their texts "I am busy" or "I have work to do". 

I have been going solo lately. Solo walks, eating alone at restaurants, and such. I understand that at the end of the day all I would have is myself. I am happy with myself, I am. I love myself, it took me a while but I do. 
But it can get pretty damn lonely when you come to the point where you don't have anyone to talk to, even when they are friends you have known for years and used to talk about everything. Or even just, to check up on you. 

They rarely do it any more, so much so that you stopped doing it yourself or else you would seem needy and have no friends or life. 

Friends

"Love is just a transaction. We're all hardwired to desire. We present the correct set of desirable traits and boom! We can turn it on or we can turn it off."
~

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts