⚠️ Introvert ⚠️
Want to meet new people
But also scared to meet🥲🥲

Why don't u give me an idea
Whoever see this can give me an idea on what to do 

trust and Panic Issue always at peak ... relatable i want to live the life Normally but mind Trick me daily with lot excuses and why to be alone 😂

Insecurity

I wanted to be the best that you could get

Boyfriend

It is so disturbing nowdays to just look around, because all you get to hear is some bad news for which you're not ready. All this situation is really taking a toll on the mental health. I'm generally least affected by all these, but the situation had made me the worst at it. Not been able to focus on other important stuffs. Work days are immensely depressing. What should be the best way to get your focus back? It's the need of the hour and the only way to get your mind diverted.

Mental Wellbeing

Once a traitor,Always a traitor.
Is it true??
Now I never want to give second chance to any one because no one deserve it.
Releasing that the line i have written is so true that my own childhood best friend betrayed me for some new friends for the second time.
After this thing it made me believe that some people are meant to be alone in there life.
It is much better to be with people who are going to hurt you again an again ...


Lonely

I’m sure everyone has had that feeling where we start to wonder if we are as important for others as they are for us. I am talking about that very tormenting feeling which raises the question “am I anyone’s first priority? Am I someone’s number one ?” . If we look closely, our parents are the only two people in the entire universe who put us before anything. Ever since I lost both of them, I have started doubting if people will stick around with me.I lost both of them in a span of a day due to covid . Am I really lonely. I mean I have my friends and they supported me a lot but as days pass by I am unable to be the fun old girl I used be hence I cannot vibe with them all the time . They bear with me but lately I’ve had a feeling that everyone has somewhat replaced me because of my absence. It’s not wrong but I really try to be my old self but after a certain point I cannot behave like I used to. And I want them to be with me. Maybe I’m being too selfish idk. It’s just a shifty feeling that won’t go away. 

Wish someone could hold me tight and i want to cry

There should always be a more than easy but less than hard way to stop the feeling where we need to see our worth.
Instead of that...
We get fucking mad by the simple situation and find ourselves to fucked up. 

Depression

is it really matter to take stress for money?
but on the other hand money is everything, to keep relations strong, to live to die for everything.
money it self is big goal to reach.

Personal Growth

These days high schools or schools, in general, are becoming highly toxic environments for everyone. 
Girls are getting emotionally bullied, emotionally harassed by being slut-shamed and being isolated just because they're different or they make mistakes. 
Why is it the way it is?
I was "slut" shamed for 4 years (grade 7 to grade 10) and honestly, it was extremely unpleasant, no 7th or 8th grader should go through that. One day, out of rage I went up and googled, "what word is the male version of slut" and there was literally no words. 
The point I'm trying to make is, as women why do we have to go through so much? Why is there so much pain in our existence? Why isn't society easy on us? How can we protect the future generation of girls?
I'm beginning to college in a few months and everyone tells me things will be better there. I really hope that's true because it's hard constantly fighting like this. 

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