Incredibly lost is how I’m feeling today. I’m like Alice as she falls into wonderland, but instead of my skirt opening up to slow my descent I just keep falling. And falling. Everyday it’s the same thing: I’m an MA Creative Writing graduate now looking for a job. I get up - I check various job sites for anything related to proofreading, or copy editing. Anything I can actually use my creative writing skills for basically. But, they all either require someone more experienced or they just don’t sound right for me. I have LinkedIn, signed up to Targetjobs, signed up to Creative Access - and it’s always the same. Or they’re in London and I live in Manchester and I can’t drive or own a car. I’m just… I’m just getting so tired. Every day it feels like the same thing, over and over again - it feels like an endless loop that I’m never going to be able to escape. And every morning, more and more, I just don’t want to get up - I don’t want to face going through it again, but I know I have to because I need money. Currently, my mum helps me with my phone bill, which makes me feel guilty and it makes me feel useless. She always says: ‘you’re helping me by doing the cleaning’, but it doesn’t feel like it’s enough. It never feels like it’s enough. And I’m getting to my wits end.
Hey girl,let me tell you nothing is permanent ,everything is temporary. THE BEST THING IS THAT YOU ARE MAKING SOME EFFORTS EVERYDAY TO GET OUT OF THE CURRENT SITUATION.LET ME TELL YOU THAT COUNTS.AS ADULTS WE UNLIKE KIDS ARE PRONE TO THINK OF THE PROBLEMS MORE OFTEN.KIDS LOOK FORWARD TO SOLUTIONS .WEAR THAT KID IN YOU EVERYDAY .TRUST IT COUNTS
HAKUNA MATATA
Hey!
Nothing is permanent right.
What has gone has gone…don’t look back.Instead surf various options and find your"Thing".Don’t think that you are a lover because there were many like you who got 2 years of their wasted.Think it as a pat of life and move on.Refresh yourself with something like movies,exercise or music .Cheer up !
