Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Im writing this becuase I dont know how to feel and im hoping that other peoples opinion could help. So for the longest time when i was younger I had now Idea that my body was being taken advantage of. It had happend on multiple occasions where people have tried to kiss or touch me without my consent and telling them to stop. It happend when I was 5, 8, and 12 years old. The first time it happend was a friend of mine came up to me and asked me if I wanted to kiss her I said sure not really knowing what it meant but when she started to lean in I didn’t want to kiss her anymore so I told her now multiple times and tried to push her away but she still managed to kiss me. The second time it happend was this guy who was older than me by I think 2 years he was also mentally challenged but he would hug and touch me even though I always told him to stop. I cant remember if he tried to kiss me but he still made me uncomfortable. And the third time it happened there was this guy who had a crush on me I knew it a the time but I was still nice to him. But one day he took my pencil case and held it to his face and said “come and get it” again not knowing what he was going to do i leaned in slightly to get and he grabbed me and started to make out with me. I immediately pulled away and told him I didn’t like it and left. I dont know if what they did was wrong becuase we were all so young. but i cant help but feel sad and used. and im scared it will happen again. I also don’t know if i should call if sextual assault because it doesn’t seem super serious.