Lalisa @lalisa247
I’m very lonely… i don’t have close friends to talk about what i really feel but i do have few people whom i talk to once in a while. Forever i have been alone when i was 16 i got into a relationship with my school friend. It was first time dating for both of us so it was fun.
I was already having problem making friends after i got into relationship i stopped putting efforts also this made me very dependent on my boyfriend. My relationship slowly turned toxic. He did a lot of things which is unacceptable. The things slowly grew from scolding to using cuss words from that to physical assault this happened numerous times then i realized what was happening to me wasn’t right I tired to break up several times but my lonely ass accepts him every time he comes back apologizing but the next day itself he will do same things again. He took my weakness for granted he knows i am overly dependent on him so he cheated on me and i found about it after a huge crying stage i forgave him again and again he tried to cheat on me not valued the forgiveness i gave him. HE DOESN’T SEEM GUILTY ALSO. Yesterday i said him i want to break up since im not happy in this relationship he did not even reply for it. I’m still stuck in this relationship just because i can’t move on.
I want some friends to talk about my feelings during my move on period that is the main reason im here
im also a anxious person who has family burden and problems getting out of this toxic relationship will help me focus on what really is important to me
Everyone comes to this phase once in their lifetime
Also don’t get back to toxic relationship one of my friend was in a relationship with a guy who abused her regularly, but she was so afraid of being lonely that he didn’t broke up with him for 2 years
Lalisa @lalisa247
yes i did realize going back again was my huge mistake now i have made up my mind 🖤
That’s Great
It’s normal to feel like that it’s okay we can talk abt this here or somewhere according to your comfort
Lalisa @lalisa247
It’s the fact let myself suffer is bothering me it’s my subject grades my money most importantly my time and my self respect I lost 😔
Lalisa @lalisa247
I really bad at making friends …or atleast I was during my skl days later on wen he became toxic I tried to make frnds but he restricted me from getting frnds saying he/she is bad u can make better friends but it just made me more of a loner
Lalisa @lalisa247
Now I don’t even have friends in my own hometown
I’m your friend
Do not listen to him
