I'm trying best to forget you. But yet your fragrance still remains fresh. I know that you don't need me anymore, but I still don't want you to leave. I have understood one thing about me, my love for you seems to have no end. Nights and days go by and the world seems to be doing just fine... but here I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot explain my feelings as to why I am like this but im sure it resonates true love. 

I knw we have parted ways for our good, but you will always continue to live inside of me. I loved you then, now & forever ♾ 

Loss

Reminder ✨

Stop finding hope at hopeless places
See things as well people as they are..
Stop giving justification for their mistreatment
they know what they did...

- Queen 👑

Personal Growth

Missing all good memories 😩

3am Thoughts

March, 3, 22 Thursday 

Realizing I’m wrong

When I stop being your Freind I didn’t just all of a sudden feel the guilt. I start feeling the guilt once I start being other ppl friends and they started treating me how I use to treat you. That’s when I realized that I was wrong for my actions that took place when we were friends. Yes I regret it now Bc I was in your position and got to see your POV of things. Everyday I wonder how you put up with me, and now I finally realized no one else is like you and is gonna put up with me how you did. Regret my decisions everyday wish I took another path.. I’m sorry.

Failure

People do say forget bad memories even if we forget it.
What about the person who had make that memories bad.
That person is living his/her life to the fullest without any complications in his/her life.

 Do Tell  if you agree to this and share your thoughts with others 

I lose all my pride and dignity when I'm around you, I become so stupid. I never cry in front of others but you always make me cry, I'm not the one to beg people to stay and follow them around, but when it comes to you I'm always on my knees. All my self-esteem disappears when you are near. Right now all I want to do Is call you, see how you're doing after all these years, tell you that you hurt me, let you know about how miserable my life was without you unlike yours, apologize if I was a burden, if you being my friend was embarrassing to you, if it is because of that that you like me became so miserable as well, apologize if you had a hard time because of me. Now you look so much better, I want to say sorry if it's my fault, sorry if I was the problem. But at the same time, i feel like I shouldn't fall so low, I shouldn't do this to myself, but I'm always betraying myself for you. Should i pretend im doing well without you despite the obvious truth, or should I let you know that I've always depended on you and now im completely broken, I don't want to let you know you were that important cuz i know i never meant much to you so i don't think you deserve to know how bad you have hurt me yet at the same time i don't care, should i just leave my pride aside one more time and after all these years tell you that i want you back? or would that be rlly dumb? 

Friends

Any good memory that you can think of? Time for some positivity guys. Hit me up in the comments section. Would love to listen to what you have to say and laugh/cry with you. You are not alone. Let's talk. All answers are welcome and everyone is welcome. Love and hugs

Love

Some memories remain only memories 
Because no one compete to them..


Life

My favorite childhood memory is when my mother dressed me in a pink barbie dress. It was the most beautiful dress i have ever worn and it was for some house party. I love dressing up so you can relate why its my favorite childhood memory. 

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