I'm tired of people always treating me as if I don't have a life and I don't have problems to deal with, like dude you aren't the only one who has problems, I do listen to yours but do listen to mine as well

Agree. Never give people time they don’t give to you. Choose thoose who will do the same for you. 

Yes it happens 
It's ok 
These people are never gonna understand u 
Make sure to make a good connection with urself 

3am Thoughts

Mahendar 

Addiction

I am a different person now coz I  my parents responsibility now 

I know everything happens for a reason, but WHAT THE HELL?!

Exhausted

Okay i neeeed to stop watching k dramas and build unrealistic expectations. 

Is it all India friends here?

Adulting

Today at 10.30 AM convocation for the Btech class of 2018 will be happening. But, here I am, sitting some 200 feet away from my college in my room in the PG all alone drinking vodka to drown my pain. I was supposed to be there on the stage recieving my certificate but I won't and instead would be sitting in my room crying or probably punching the wall. I have just two subjects left, despite my best efforts I failed to clear them in my final semester. I've been dealing with depression for almost two years now and it's been really difficult for me to perform well in academics. What makes me sad is not my backlogs nor has to do anything with me not recieving my certificate but, just the fact that the people for whom I was there day and night and sacrificed my priorities and health for even while I was dealing with my own demons, are just having bash out there, not even concerned about their friend who is depressed and probably suicidal because he just wants this suffering to end.

I tried my best to be a good student, son, brother, friend and a human. But, I failed, I failed in the most spectacular and disasterous way possible. I'm just a disgrace to my parents, a worry to my siblings, a pain for my friends and a burden for other humans. I wanted to make a difference in the world but, looks like the story is gonna end even before it began.
At the end of the day, everyone is the same, they just look after their benefits selfishly but, those who realize it late are decimated and those who realize it early, flourish. I am former and I am finished.
The only reason I'm still alive is because of my mom, and once she's gone, I'll be gone as well. 

Failure

Gm going to office 


Acne

Idk if I should vent this here but I didn't find any other option. I think I need help. 
I recently passed out of college and facing existential crisis and very low self-esteem and self-confidence, it was in college too but realising all this now, so I don't even feel I am good enough to apply for job. I don't even feel like living.
So, I don't really want to do job now, just want to go outside from home and have my alone time, also my parents want an answer what I am doing now? They only have 2 options either do job or get married. My mental health is totally messed now. Also I am 23                                                  😔
So what should I do now? I am maybe numb now, idk. Or where can I talk about this?

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