Jazz @thesadsoul
Hey there… y r u struggling???
Jazz @thesadsoul
It happens i can understand… but stop overthinking it will just ruin ur mood… I don’t know what u r going through but whatever it is it shall pass. Just have faith in God… if he is doing something he is making us strong… Just leave everything to him…i have seen miracle nd dat always gives me strength… my siater in law was married when she was 19… her mother was singlr parent so she just wanted her daughter to settle down… my sister in law was happy too as she always dreamt of marriage nd stuff… she got married her in laws were not gud but she was very humble nd obedient to them… a perfect daughter in law one can ask for…her husband was gud person but he was always busy with her friends…she was a teen all she wanted was attention… but he wasn’t like dat person who takes stand for his wife… he went to canada…his wife used to cry day nd night just for his one phone call.he was careless…he used to enjoy wd friends. He never picked up her calls…she lost 25 kg weight so she could look gud nd attract her husband… she was ready to go to canada one day we got to know her husband died… she was 22 then…she was unconscious for weeks… shw was blank…she wasn’t moving or eating… doctor said if she won’t cry her mind would be dead… after sometime she came to her house tried to overcome…she met a guy online… he was unmarried…he knew everything about her still he.loves her…noq she is so happy her in laws are so loving…guy is so caring nd rich…no one could ever thought that she could overcome all d trauma…within one year… she is getting married soon.it was miracle for us becoz we can’t forget that time… it gives me strength… God has better plans for us…
Sorry for d long story hope u didn’t get bored
Thankyou for sharing. My boyfriend is getting engaged and soon to be married.arranged marriage.stated he can’t go against his family.his family is everything to him in the whole world . Important than anyone else. Im unable to sleep.nor eat.i hate eating thinking it will make me fat n I won’t fit into dresses. I need to fit in all dresses to make myself look good. I have stopped believing God he doesn’t exist for me. And god n all is just man made concept. Actually it’s the universe that’s the highest power I believe. Started to believe rather. And may be karna is real… bhagwan n all I don’t really know. Every one has their own perspectives with due respect to that. But iv stopped believing in his existence and attorney. It’s us we humans what choices we make. Anyways.iv seen a psychiatrist he has putme on anti depressants and sleeping pills. Im just sleeping n feeling dizzy.kinda better. Honestly it’s weird to see how men change so easily and replace things out of cowardice. Weird humans!!
Jazz @thesadsoul
May be it’s gud for u… agr wo aj ni tumhare liye bol paa raha toh shayd marriage k bad naa bol pata… he is a gud son…uski family tumhe accept na krti toh tumhe kuch khushi na milti usse marriage krke… u will get better soon…nd stop starving urself… eat healthy try yoga… mind b calm hoga…nd body b thikk rhegi… these tablets are not gud for u… maine li hain tbi bol rhi hun…ye tumhare mind ko slow krdengi… weight gain hota hai inse hair growth bdh jati h nd future mein baby conceive krne me dikkt aati hai . Try natural things…i knw bht bht hard hai … but thoda sa pain aur tolrate krlo… khud ko medicines pe mt lgao chodhni bht mushkil h .tum bht talented ho . Apna time invest kro jo tumhe accha lge ktna… ni toh chahe Netflix dekh lo… apka mind us trf jayega hij nhi… kuch comedy web series hain Netflix pe … if u want m bta deti hun tumhe… plz take care of urself… u will get better … it’s just a phase to make u strong… nd hey stop overthinking… smile sweetheart life is too short to waste…
Thanks love means a lot.your words are really uplifting and soothing. I never knew medicines k yeh side effects hotey hai. Thankyou for sharing. I want to get back to loving myself.
Can I ask you smthng??
Is it a good idea of telling home what I am going through??
I know they will just hear from one ear and remove from the other. I know they will be judgemental and not supportive.
It will be a blame game and I will be blamed.
Self soothing toh milega nhi.
Every one has their own agendas at home.
There is no communication culture at home…
Do you still think it would be a try?? Worth it??. frieends are always there.
But gharpe I feel all alone.
No one to understand o hear me unconditionally.
Just asking.
Medicines ke baarey main bhi bataya toh mereko hi gaali padegi.
Soi prefer not to …
But was just thinking of telling what I’m going through.
I don’t know how they vill react!!!..
Please suggest
. thanks
Jazz @thesadsoul
I knw kuch parents itne understanding nhi hote. But try talking to ur mom or dad jo apko lge k shayd smjh skte hai tumhari situation… ye mt bolo is wjh se ho ra nd blame mt kro kisi ko bs tell them how u feel… just unka reaction dekhna nd tumhe pta lg jayega k share krna hai aur ya nhi… nd sweetheart lv urself plz… it’s very important… people pleaser bnogi na khud ko kho dogi… ap sbki nzro mein acche ni bn skte … so try not to bother… khud ki izzt kroge tbi koi krega…koi nhi b krta toh jane do… Keep smiling honey… Wish u a very happy life…keep me in ur blessings ❤️
Thanks dear means a lot. It was nice talking to you.
Jazz @thesadsoul
Happy to help… keep smiling ❤️
Would like to connect?? Through whatsapp?? Would be great to talk to you. If you don’t mind.
Jazz @thesadsoul
Nope sorry
