I’m sure everyone has had that feeling where we start to wonder if we are as important for others as they are for us. I am talking about that very tormenting feeling which raises the question “am I anyone’s first priority? Am I someone’s number one ?” . If we look closely, our parents are the only two people in the entire universe who put us before anything. Ever since I lost both of them, I have started doubting if people will stick around with me.I lost both of them in a span of a day due to covid . Am I really lonely. I mean I have my friends and they supported me a lot but as days pass by I am unable to be the fun old girl I used be hence I cannot vibe with them all the time . They bear with me but lately I’ve had a feeling that everyone has somewhat replaced me because of my absence. It’s not wrong but I really try to be my old self but after a certain point I cannot behave like I used to. And I want them to be with me. Maybe I’m being too selfish idk. It’s just a shifty feeling that won’t go away.
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