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I’m sure everyone has had that feeling where we start to wonder if we are as important for others as they are for us. I am talking about that very tormenting feeling which raises the question “am I anyone’s first priority? Am I someone’s number one ?” . If we look closely, our parents are the only two people in the entire universe who put us before anything. Ever since I lost both of them, I have started doubting if people will stick around with me.I lost both of them in a span of a day due to covid . Am I really lonely. I mean I have my friends and they supported me a lot but as days pass by I am unable to be the fun old girl I used be hence I cannot vibe with them all the time . They bear with me but lately I’ve had a feeling that everyone has somewhat replaced me because of my absence. It’s not wrong but I really try to be my old self but after a certain point I cannot behave like I used to. And I want them to be with me. Maybe I’m being too selfish idk. It’s just a shifty feeling that won’t go away.

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So sorry for your loss, and be strong you’re enough you don’t need anybody and remember the true one will stay by your side forever zaruri nhi hein ek time dooge toh hi sath rehenge jo hard time mein sath deh woh zaruri hah so don’t think that too much just see how are the real one and stay positive don’t think negative hu sake watch bk shivini videos and also if u can read death by sadh guru ❤️lots of love to you, sending strengths and if u wish you can talk to me whenever u want 😊

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Dear one,
Thank you so much for creating this post
N sharing your feelings…
So sorry to know about your beloved parent’s sad demise…
This is really very tough phase for you…
Pls be as strong as possible…

It is a huge fact that the love,care n affection of parents is unconditional…

Pls give urself some time my dear.
Donot think so much.
Try to keep ur mind occupied n busy…
U pls give urself the priority
I know it hurts
It pricks
When somebody is our priority
But we are not their priority.

Friendships n relations are always two-sided
It has to be mutual dear…

Your parents love you a lot.
N they are watching over you…

God bless you
Please take very good care of urself…
Good luck…