I’m struggling with a silent war inside me, where no one know, and I doubt anyone care anyway when they know. I have to act like everything is okay so no one can see how weak and broken I am. What make things worst, I know that I cannot win this silent war, I just clinging to just survive it somehow. I have to accept how miserable I am. I’m tired, tired to be a loser, tired to be myself, tired of this miserable life.
“live a little” said people who have a wonderful life, and I don’t even want to continue living. But I don’t want to die either. Some part of me refuse to believe that I actually a total failure, even tho I cannot see the otherwise
Anita Bolland @bolland
I feel the same but I find it hard to open up to family its hard putting a brave face on everytime nobody knows what I’m feeling they wouldn’t understand
Anita Bolland @bolland
I feel so lonely at times im too busy looking after everybody else at not myself I have one sister and three brothers and there is just my younger brother who I talk too but not how I’m feeling the other three don’t have anything to do with us even my parents I just bottle things up but I can’t carry on anymore
Try to prioritize yourself, being ignorant to other people problem. It feels good. It’s just in my case, sometimes I cannot stop myself to remember why I has to face this war, and fall deep down into depression again
I have everybody coming to me with there problems and I just bottle my problems up i have so much to talk about but noone to talk too
Yaa i can relate to this completely
But i have my views about it
Its always you against the world
It’s crucial to live i understand it’s for everyone some hide it and some work on it and others think that their life is perfect but it’s not the case
Life is like an equation
We just have to find our value by the given opportunities
Comparing yourself is just you degrading yourself for no reason
So just stop it
No one in the fucking world cares Whether you are loser or over achiever if you are living and happy they will be jealous cause they inside are sad
Sending postive vibess✨✨✨
I have never compared myself to anyone nobody knows what I have been threw or going threw im too busy sorting other peoples problems because I put a brave face on all the time nobody knows how I’m feeling or going threw i don’t go out much cos I want to be on my own my family don’t give a shit just out for themselves I have two older boys who I love with all my heart but I can’t put my problems to them they have been threw so much and I will do anything for them but they have only got me
Land of Blues @landofblues
Please don’t feel alone. People suffer, they get hurt but what breaks you is the idea of 'none is there’s to help you, listen to you.😔
If you ever feel , do msg me or anyone here. And slowly, you can get out of it.💪 I hope so much for you.,☺️☺️
My depression is on my courier selection
