harley @lily_reisse
then go tommorow!
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I’ll still be upset, because my brother already saw it.
harley @lily_reisse
well then tell him not to spoil it and go watch it yourself. then yall can talk abt it!
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I can’t go, because I can’t travel.
harley @lily_reisse
why can’t you travel?
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Because I can’t drive
harley @lily_reisse
you could ask your brother to take you, if it’s a good movie he might want to watch it again anyways
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
It’s out of town
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
He can’t drive either, he’s younger than me. My mother’s the only ine who can drive.
harley @lily_reisse
hmmmm, do you have a friend who might drive you?
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
And I have difficulty talking with her
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
No
harley @lily_reisse
yea ik you’ve said in other posts that your mother isn’t very nice to you
harley @lily_reisse
ohhhh well, idk if this still works but the website soap2day lets u watch movies and tv shows for free and i think you can watch stuff that’s still in theaters in there
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Oh
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I wish I had feiends
harley @lily_reisse
i can be your friend if u want too
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
In person friends
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I’m feeling depressed again and I don’t know what to do
harley @lily_reisse
oh, well the best way is to reach out and meet people
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I’ve tried but no one is interested
harley @lily_reisse
girl as a depressed person i can tell you being medicated is a godsend. maybe you could see a psychiatrist and get diagnosed and get meds for it, it helped me a lot
harley @lily_reisse
wellllll, you just have to keep trying, at some point you’ll meet the right person :)
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I am medicated though
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I feel devoid of entertainment
harley @lily_reisse
maybe you should try upping your dosage if you’re still feeling this depressed
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Keep trying huh?
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Tried that
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
And tried changing
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Nothing works
harley @lily_reisse
yea but sometimes life is hard and it seems like everyone hates you but at the end of the day you only really need yourself. work through your shit, work on yourself and be the best person you can and eventually you’ll have friends and people that love you
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Why do people ignore me
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Plus, no one can drive
harley @lily_reisse
idk sis, people ignore me too, people hate on me before they even know me but if they’re haters then you’re better off without them anyways
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
But everyone’s a hater
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Everyone in my class makes me uneasy
harley @lily_reisse
not everyone trust me, there’s someone out there
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
And that someone never responds when I walk to them
harley @lily_reisse
most people in my school make me uneasy and uncomfortable but i still found my few friends that care abt me
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I just want someone kind. Not someone in your face or a jerk or retarded, just someone nice to me
harley @lily_reisse
then they aren’t actually that someone, just keep being you and doing you best to be yourself and reach out to people. eventually someone will talk to you
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I haven’t had that luxury
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I wish I could agree
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
No one throughout my course has ever wanted to talk with me
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I don’t want to go, the course is so pointless
harley @lily_reisse
ok this might sound rude and hurtful but i mean no offense whatsoever.
you are a pessimist. you find the worst in everything. you see the worst in every person you meet. you don’t let good things happen to you, i imagine you push people away unintentionally. i think that some self reflection and self work would help you a lot. the reason im saying this isn’t to be hurtful its because im trying to help you and because i hate seeing people hurt the way you hurt
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
To be fair, some of them have been annoying or made me feel unsafe
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I’m usually very optimistic, until I came out to my mother
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I don’t want to live with her anymore
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
She made me a pessimist
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
I do so much self-reflecting
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
She makes it hard for me to enjoy life
Natalie_UK🏳️⚧... @cant
Are you there?