I’m so tired of living in my sister’s shadow. My whole life I’ve sacrificed my happiness to accommodate everyone else’s schedule just to keep the piece in my family. I’ve always celebrated Christmas on Christmas Eve so my parents could go to my sister’s on Christmas Day. Now my sister wants to dictate Christmas Eve and my parents just don’t get it. It’s always whatever my sister wants and I always seem like the bad person. 

Family

I've been compared to my sibling all my childhood. It still triggers me. How to deal with it? It ruins my self confidence. 

Depression

My brother is Annoying Me alot. He always puts me Down. Joking Way And Normally he always Put me Down that you cant Do this and that What Have you done in your life. Secondly His kid has became my responsibility now. His Wife is in kolkata working there and my brother Works at night shift. Therefore Even if i work he puts his Child with Me and tells me to Take care of HIM. I also Get tired and I cant help it. My family also thinks He is working And blah blah takes side of him Always. I am done with All this Now.

Life

My best friend is a person joo over hyper hoo jata haii . I was sorting his work and he was calling mee continuosly and my brother was sitting near mee and he got irritated he has previously also mee that I should stop him and should not allow him to sit on my head but I didn't listen . Now I am feeling that my brother was right . 

Misunderstanding

To my little brother had an exam from 10 in the morning.. I gave him his breakfast and asked him to eat.. I asked him to eat 3 to 4 times repeatedly.. To which he got irritated and angry.. And yelled at me and cursed me for 5min continuous... To which my mom kept shut and did not say a word.. The reason I was forcing him to eat was if he does not eat on time, he later gets acidity and feels sick... I have always been the one doing everything for him and he has always cursed me for it. I feel like shit. And feel like this family doesn't need me anymore

I don’t know why my family acts so selfish even my mom dad !!! I am so hungry right now !!we have function tomorrow and for the presentation I was busy helping my aunt with her mehendi and my was out for the dresses of my sisters they ate without even asking me whether I want to eat or not nothing !! I asked for food to dad he got angry on me saying khane ke time pe hi milega I already missed the lunch now dinner my family had no courtesy to ask me whether I am hungry !! I forgot to bring matching earrings for my sisters all are taunting me there aren’t bothered about my dress is ready or not I am hungry they know the destination is very far we are goint have late still they are no bothered about
me !!! My family is chilling and I am struggling with all the work!!!

Acting silly will never make you cool when you are with your siblings .

The comparisons lol 😂

ADHD

So every week My brother Has to go out to chill with his frnds every sat and sun and be distrubs my sleep at 5 am every week to take care of his child. I am frustrated by this. Coz no one cares about my sleep and my things. I sleep at 2 am and then i have to wake up for him at 5 am. I am not his care taker he should take responsibility. This happens and afterwards i cant sleep i am awake it becomes hard to fall asleep again. why If somebody does something for u dosent me u have to take advantage always. And Family members are also as i am girl U cn sleep afterwards its just about 2 days. Why u guys wake Up i will see. WHY i have to do this. I m frustrated coz i dont like my sleep getting affected every weekend. Being a girl and doing this dosent mean I have to do this always. Its about me too.

Frustration

Today my parents were fighting because of my brother, they were fighting about his hair, my father is really homophobic and he thinks my brother might be gay cuz of his hair, my father said he would divorce my mother if he didn't cut his hair, but my brother being the selfish stubborn asshole he is, he refuses to cut his hair. he doesn't even care about the fact that they might divorce.
 

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