I’m so dumb I got my account deactivated from a site with a group chat.

Depression

I need a suggestion should i opt for mba or not ?

3am Thoughts

https://open.spotify.com/track/5RfVafaeEEiqC0Z3LsBaZw?si=iPvvqFLZQCuY9RttQlJyQg

Music

anybody from the US?

-Help me 
-Im not real... 

Lonely


"why are you running away from me?, didn't you say that you love me?"

this is a story about my ex crush

I had a crush on someone that I will adress him as Danish. I had a crush on Danish on May 2022. I fall in love with him at the first sight. At first, he was the first one to approach me ( I didn't know who he is at the first place). "btw, who are you? why I never see you at school?" ask me. " You will never noticing me though, you had a lot of fans that why you didn't know me, are you Elorence btw?" answer him. " yes, I am Elorence but I prefer getting call as Diana and why did you said I had a lot of fans?" ask me. "Ouh, a lot of my friends had a crush on you maybe its because you're too beautiful? Why you're so beautiful though? Did you ate skincare?" ask him. "Nonsense, bye, see you again" answer me

Since that, everytime I see him I would get shy and one day he confess to me through his brother and OFC I ACCEPT. He always accompany me to class and going home. He always love to wave at me . NO ONE EVER DID THAT TO MEEE. AND HE ALSO LOVE TO PRAISE ME WITH 'GOSH,YOU'RE SO CUTE'. Everything about him is so cute. But one day, he start to ignore him . I always ask to myself why he become like that . Whenever we meet at cafeteria or what he will never approach me. There's no his praise, wave or his gummy smile . Even when I try to hold an eye contact HE ALWAYS CHOOSE TO TURNING AWAY WHICH MADE ME SO MAD . One day, my close bestfriend want to help me with asking it to him so she ask him "AYY DANISH, btw did you still had a feeling for Elorence?" ask her . SHE SAID THAT DANISH DON'T SAY ANYTHING AND CONTINUE TO BECOME SILENT. WHAT DID I DO? maybe I sound super duper ANGRY here but in reality I tried to hold as much tears. And one day, our college had a YEARLY CAMPING and the guiders will made a group with 10 members ( 5 males and 5 females) and I got the same group as DANISH.

So we had a mission where we need to be together to crack some code and I was the only one who can break the code . AND GUESS WHAT DANISH SAY TO ME "WOAH, YOU'RE SO CLEVER ( YES, I AM SINCE YOU LEAVE ME )" and I was like 'NO, NO, NO DON'T FALL FOR ANY HIS TRAP AGAINN' AND CURRENTLY RIGHT NOW I WAS TRYING TO FORGETTING OUR SWEET MOMENT. IF I CAN SHOUT IN HIS EAR I WOULD LIKE TO SCREAM "WHAT IS YOUR REASON TO LEAVE ME?" IT'S REALLY HURT BECAUSE ANYWHERE I GO I WILL SEE SOME RANDOM GUY WITH HIS FACE, HIS SHOES DESIGN AND BAG DESIGN AT MALL AND ALSO HIS BROTHER WHO HAD 100% HIS FACE ( I was a good friend with his brother) I WISH I NEVER MET YOU BUT YOU'RE HANDSOME (IT WAS HARD MOVING ON FROM HIM) OR ARE DANISH NEVER LOVED ME?

Breakup

Heli @nowandme, This notification showing offer for chat every single time is damn irritating. Pls stop that. I get it u are giving great offers to talk to experts. You don’t have to remind it every second and make a fuss out of it. I already got so much problems to deal with. Don't you dare add more to that! I'm getting sick with your damn notifications!!! Fr!!!!!!!!!! Get that out of here for world peace or just get it out of my sight!! I hope you understand. Pls

Exhausted

Iam 21 yr old girl. From childhood onwards my brother used to beat me up badly and I hated to be home since my parents are fucking orthodox and always in supportive of my brother. Instead to ran away from home I did my UG in another state but since lockdown started I had to return home after 4 yrs and attend classes online. Iam having very tough time here, my brother beats me up badly on having arguments. 5 min conversation with my parents pisses me off and I do self harm myself m  I feel like I don't belong here and I really wanna run away. I keep on crying every single day and also have suicidal thoughts. 

I woke up today and thought : does my landlord realize it was a shitty thing to do to raise the rent not once but twice during a pandemic ? Are they struggling ? Are they heartless ass hats? Should I harp on it ? If I’m not the dummy being milked some other half wit will move in and pay. It kills me that people have 0 compassion . I go between it’s just a business to it’s just abusing people to live a good life on someone else’s back . I know land lords need to live too but how out of touch with reality do you have to be to delay helping with a faulty roof because you’re busy hanging in Hawaii ?. A vacation I’m sure the extortion they get from me helped pay . 

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