I’m so done. I’ve had enough. I wanna run away or die asap.
Right in this instance, you have no problems. This instance and the next and the next. You want to escape a story in your mind. The story you are perceiving from your surroundings. Can you accept that it won’t change at least for now? Can you accept that you have no power over it at this instance? You are not responsible for how it is. Can you find comfort in that, at least for a second? What is bothering you today?
Everything, indeed.
Tough luck with that.
It takes will to either run away or die. Seeing that you are hesitating with both means your will isn’t string enough for either at this moment.
That’s great.
Surrender and sacrifice your personal will and know that you are powerless right now.
Admit that you are powerless over your life, and only the Universe could relieve you out of this insanity.
Admit your personal powerlessness and turn away from your limited self (the ego or ownership of actions), make a decision turn your life towards the Universe.
To that do a moral inventory and write down all your problems, fears, resentments, guilts on paper and seek guidance. This is the basis of the 12 step programs.
Look into Erhard Seminars Training or “est”.
Your apathetic situation is a strong internal resistance appearing as subtly disguised pride and egotism described as I cant or I don’t want to.
Relinquish all your illusory goals. You are holding on to a lot. A life you prescribed yourself with someone else’s dreams and aspirations or your own selfish ones for gain.
What do you think about that? Does this help in anyway?
Good and supporting company may help better than words in your case.
hey buddy !!! don’t worry its all gonna be okay some day beautiful things takes time&patience.as you had been through so much you have endured it with lot of effort & pain.so just think about that one more time. death is not an option. live the life bcz #YOLO. So what Iam gonna tell you is if you cant forget wat happened to you and its keep on bothering you try to forget that. make new friends, spend some time with the things what you like the most. ending life is never an option.think about the people you love and the people who loves you most.come on buddy you got this!!! stay strong. You have got this. come in buddy cheerup.
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Only if it was that easy but I’ve no other choice and it’s been ruining me for so long, I’ve had enough.
Puh.tato @kumkum
Running away is better than dying
same here enough is enough
