I'm so confused, they're so many thoughts rushing through my mind rn it's overwhelming

I'm irritated wid my brothers behaviour, I hate myself for not pushing myself to study, I hate the fact that my family never tries to understand what I'm going through... It's fucked up 

Anxiety

These are some thoughts that I want to get off them from my mind....
¥ fear of losing someone..🥺 
¥ gaining low marks in exam 😳
¥ fighting

These are some , that I try to remove these from my mind but I could not 🚫

Hope

Tired of tolerating negative situations😥

Exhausted

Why do I always tend to think about things a lot and just mess it all up in my head when it's not even a big deal in reality it's all a mess in my head and I don't even think anyone will understand or care about what I'm feeling not even my own effing boyfriend ugh I am so tired!!!! 

Thought process is the strongest tool of attracting something .As strong your thought process is the more you attract things and one of the best process to relax mind is lost in the thoughts or dream of your target ,the satisfaction it provides as it is a temporary feeling ,but is soothes the mind well and make you feel energetic to have the practical feel of that thing or feeling you desire.

Psychology

My mind is my biggest enemy. Sometimes I feel like smthing happen and I stop thinking. 
Last night I was in a cab and so want I met with an accident a bad accident. Lately these kind of thoughts are getting increased. 
I don’t know how long I can take it. So wanna smash my head against the wall. 

Depression

Sometimes I compare myself with others and some days I feel very positive then another day I feel very negative.
I have many trust issues with people even with my own parents.
I don't know how to love myself.
I want to change my thoughts but it's hard for me😔.

I

I have started feeling negative since a few weeks. I am a guy who has worked very hard, never wronged anyone, done all the right things and yet good things dont seem to happen to me. I am very stable career wise but apart from that nothing seems alright.

3am Thoughts

Hey I have never been disturbed by the fact that I have no one's there to hear my thoughts and worries because I'm fine doing it alone but I might have unusual ways for doing it.
Sometimes I might clear my mind at night by lying on the middle of the road or on the floor listening to music. My parents find it as a bad habit and does things to stop it .
Is it that wierd to be left alone in such thoughts. I like the night's cold breeze with cup of black coffee letting your thoughts run wild.
But now I have use this method because my parents gave me no other choice.
So I want to experience this and see how this goes.


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