I’m scared to even imagine it…like what if I love what would have happened and…in reality I could never get it…I can’t hurt my heart but just for this post I would like to imagine it works out in the end and…
He would be the only person I can be with in so love but so calm I was not there with him in his most crucial part …he lost his father the frst tym we broke up his father fell sick I didn’t know that then we got backa nd now I got to know this after 1 year when i decided to unblock him and just accept the breakup and moveon actual moveon …but if it just worksout i know it wouldn’t were different religions too we have different beliefs but i am in love with him…not just him I love myself when I’m around him i laugh for real he cares for me like none he sees me for myself he never bother my sudden weight gain weightloss he always behaved the same …but I have gone through a lot i don’t wanna tell him i don’t want to have the time again I just miss the past i used to be so innocent so sweet and he too is so good to me never crossing limits if I’m uncomfortable he would know it …why we broke up? He cheated …and LIED if he just accepted and apologized i would have nno problem in accepting him again but no he decided to lie fcking idiot i hate when he kissed that girl ah…sht really just remembered why we broke up good that I wrote this post I love him but i don’t want him i can’t risk everything and get him in my life and if this happens again I will literally kll him so i should stop. Right here. I will move on I know I am not able to trust anyone again so be it. I will just be alone ratger than this sht. Bye.ended.
That’s a lot on your plate… chill relax breathe … Life does not end here you’ve got so many years to live you never know … Well if he cheated it’s his fault so … Try to move on and you never know what future holds for you… All the best
Firstly I didn’t even expect someone to read this completely thanks❤️ for that and yes I have been single for last two years and will keep doing that…he said he is single but i know what his “single” means. So now I’m not that vulnerable and can see through him. I’m also planning on moving to a different city for my job for myself then I would be so busy in building my life…the way I want.
❤️ That’s so good to hear ma’am … Sometimes being single is good i think It helps in more ways than one can imagine… I’m sure someday down in the future you’ll find someone whom you deserve and who deserves you for treating you right… For not deceiving you and being honest to you… The one who really loves you… All the very best may god bless you and always be with you through thick and thin… You’re Rare you’re kind , a poem that Rhymes 🌻
Thank you and hope you find what you need too❤️
Dante @varun24
It hurts when…someone means everything to you and still things are going off and on…and suddenly you get see that thing which you haven’t dream about…this type of case is complicated…you never know…if you have another chance…it will go right or wrong…it complicated…so I would say…try to have a talk to someone who knows about both and to whom you can share things and ask suggestions…or try to take break from all this…and on this period…try to live like…what if you are single…what routine would be…
I hope this will help
Yes surely, i am trying to do that and I have been doing it since two years and I kept thinking maybe I still love him thats why I can’t like others…but no it’s because of him I can’t like others…what if they turn out to be same. It took 6 years for me to break up with him completely and if it happens again I can’t lose another nearly decade in healing myself. I will and can be if i just remember the bad days too. But weirdly my mind deletes the bad things i think it’s some coping thing I don’t remember my bad years of i think back . That’s why I should remember this part too.
Dante @varun24
I can understand when you are close to someone…you can’t just remove them from your heart and mind…it takes time…it’s upon us…
People fear to trust others after getting hurt by someone…so close…but we can’t control everything…but what can we do is what memory we want to keep…You never know who is right for us who is not…without trying…people show their nature after sometime… Maybe that person will be their for or not…
Try to talk to someone…share your thoughts to someone who can help you to keep your mind away from disturbing thoughts…go to trip…do things which you like( besides things you both do together)…it will take time…I don’t know how much…in the end…it will be worth it
