I'm scared about whether or not this will last. Don't know whether I should give it my all. 

Relationships

Constant cycle of wanting to have long hairs  (and doing creative hairstyles) one day and to have short hairs (and look cute with just a ponytail) the next😤

3am Thoughts

How do you prefer your coffee?

I prefer it 500ml, Strong, Black and no Sugar.

Boyfriend

Sometimes I feel sooo lonely and depressed ,I don’t have any friends ,love to make friends in real
Can someone help me?

Depression

Im always comming home sad and drain. I dont have friends so thats why.
I feel so stupid also especially computing. I dont wanna be depress 😔


To all the boys who are trying hard to provide for their loved ones, trying hard to become a responsible man- Have faith in yourself, Have faith in God, Try to keep yourself happy too.

It's okay when you feel like crying when life is hard on you. 
It's okay to feel irritated and annoyed when things don't go according to plan.
There'll be dark times when you'll feel like closing your and never wake up again.
Keep whatever positive, inside you, alive! 🙂


Stress

Frnds Wish me all the best guys I m start my journey tommorow
I will work and create the life I want i wish for 
A journey of work and struggle
Kisi apne ko nai batana chahti kyuki mazak aur hassi bhi sabse phele vahi log udate hai isliye 
Bus yaha ap sabki dua chaiye 
Jai mata di 🙏

Hope

Mental health is a topic which cannot be addressed in this conservative Asian family of mine. My mother becomes quiet and avoids me whenever I try to talk about my serious difficulties, she’d even change the topic at times.
 
*** TRIGGER WARNING: implications of self-harm
i only have shallow internet friendships and other than that, it’s an endless spiral of me repeating myself that life is hard and that breathing and waking up became painful. Everyone is tired of me saying this. If I were serious, I would’ve already taken my life right?
i wish i could. I live with my parents, They’re unemployed and at home most of the time. They would only go grocery shopping for an hour early in the morning and they never leave home after 11am because it’s already ‘late’ or ‘evening’ to them. They’re weird like that. On days when they have to attend birthdays, weddings and other events it’s so sudden. They don’t tell me about it weeks in advance. I need time to think it through and not rush my end when the opportunity arises. I want to be well prepared, mentally and physically.
but now, I have a date, though there’s a risk that somebody will check up on me. this New Year’s eve, I will be alone.
i told them not to call me. It’s a good thing that I’ve always been a sleepyhead, loving their naps during the day. i just wish my last months weren’t so lonely and that my story isn’t untold.
 
Last New Year’s Eve, everything was so different. I wished for 2019 that I would get the job I always wanted. I believed in it and thought my depression is finally a thing of the past.
But I’ve been rejected coldly, right in front of my face. i see my peers getting accepted and being happy.
i want to do what i love the most too.
i worked so hard, but it hasn’t been  acknowledged. I was naive. My life never had a meaning anyway. What am i living for? Why am i here.
i hope that everyone can practice the job they are passionate about. Please be happy.

Mental Health

I feel exhausted.....My BF's female friend began talking after 2 months,the time in which we became friends and turned out to a couple....But i dont feel good and i just  feel jealous and angry when this friend of his puts status for him,as they were very much close before(more like lovers as she used to share everything with him ....even the deepest things in her relationship)....She has said to him that she misses him and the reply to her was a luv u from him...My BF tells me everything about her and all this i know is from him.But he also makes me jealous knowingly but telling her name and the moments with her......i luv him but i also think of leaving him for her as she seemingly try to not talk to him telling that i would feel bad...He says that he wud tell everything ro me about her and asks y do i fight for such silly things ....He says that she's just a friend and also dat he feels a connection towards her so that he cant forget her....Few months before she faught and left him as he started to talk to me and used to make her jealous using my name....it was then we became friends and further more ......But now i feel that i can't handle it anymore.....We had a fight today also.....actually i dont want to lose him but also i feel exhausted......i'm confused😔....Some one pls help...

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