Im sad. Im hurt. Im might sound dumb to some people, but honestly i feel so sad. I am turbing 30 and i was hoping by now i would be married but im still not. Every guy i have been with either not cared about me enough to want me that way or they didnt plan to marry. I never brought up marriage during the earlier times when we first started talking because i was afraid i would scare them off, now i see all it did was cause me harm because i never knew whether we were on the same page or not. Now i feel so unloved, so unwanted. Im starting to feel like i will never get married. And i know many think i am still young but i dont feel that way. I feel so sad to the point where sometimes i just want to be alone forever since i already feel that way.
I’m a guy and can maybe feel the despair. I’ve had my share of worst as well. Although I may not have much of an advice to give right now but can offer to listen you guys out for sure. I guess people spend their best versions on those who sometimes don’t appreciate them enough.
