I’m Quite confused and making myself feel even worst.
Online bestfriend. So we always got along and we always Facetime and message eachother every morning and night letting eachother know were around and stuff.
But Recently she brought up that she has exams coming up and we can not hang out after all the assignments and exams are finished.
Here is the thing that is making myself feeling confused and starting to make me feel anxious and depressed.
She goes on a mmo i go on once and a while and i do see her on all the time and always being active. Seeing her change channels and all meaning shes active and jumping to different things to grind.
Have i done something to make her lose interest in me? have i upset her? have i annoyed her?
She has been honestly the greatest person to have helped me with my depression and all the stress that i have as a young adult. Work and bills due to covid and stuff. Shes always been there when i rant and shared her my secrets and how i feel about being a kid who parents have abandoned me. I was there for her aswell when she lost her bestfriend i was there talking to her and make her feel better.
But after she brought up exams and me seeing her online it has really affected me. I know i should probably let her be and have all the time with her but me probably overthinking that she just lied to me and stuff. But honestly if it comes down to this horrible fact i would move on and be down for quite awhile. Just need someone to talk to and give me some guidance. Thanks in advance.~
Hey thanks for the message, so i forgot to mentioned we do have platonic relationship, and she just told me that she feels bad since sometimes she doesnt return the feelings and doesnt know what to do, hence been avoiding interactions. so i am guessing i will have to give her sometime to herself, And she just brought up the gaming as a thing to keep her mind off assignments, w/o me mentioning it.~
