I’m numb. My grandfather died today and I feel absolutely nothing. I should be sad but I’m not. I just don’t feel anything. I was close to him. He and my grandmother raised me when I was little because my parents were having issues. They raised me till I had to move with my mom but my grandmother died months before I moved. I was sad when she died and was fully able to let it all out but now I can’t seem to do the same for my grandfather. It’s like I don’t care at all but I do. I just don’t feel anything. When I moved with mom, I distanced myself from the family that raised me because I would miss them and get really sad. Every time I’d hang up the phone, I’d cry because I wasn’t with them. I thought maybe distancing myself from them would make me miss them less and less and it worked. It didn’t hurt anymore every time our calls would end. Am I just detached?
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