siren @choxoe
I’m not really sure how to feel.
Highschool ends for me tomorrow, and I’m failing so far and that’s why I understand why there is so much pressure on my back. But it doesn’t mean that my mother can push me around, right?
At first she body-shamed me, then she calls me slurs just because I am a part of lgbtq+? Then the next day my grandmother is saying how trans people are mistakes but little does she know, I AM transgender. I am slowly turning into a boy and she doesn’t realize it, so all of those words she said to MY face, hurt a lot. I’m still a kid. I’m only 16.
I want freedom.
I want racism gone.
I want homophobic and transphobic people gone.
Hell, why did people even have to make those terms? Why are people afraid of us? Why are poc scared of white people? Not all of us americans are bad as you see us. Trust me. I love everyone, sm. But I had to delete all socials off my phone, know why? Because I got rape and death threats for being white. And I am sorry for how y’all got treated, but it’s not all of ours faults, most of us are just kids, don’t be so harsh. Have a good day, thank you for letting me rant.
Yo, if you want to talk, i’m here.
-What slurs did your mother call you?
-Whats going on with the whole racism thing- towards a white person, you?
I mean, I cant really answer the first part of your problem, cuz I’m bi and I’ve got nothing but support from people.
But the second part I can help-
I’m an Indian kid who doesn’t have a specific political opinion bcuz both the far left and the far right are pretty dumb. So politics don’t have much to do with it.
I think it stems from multiple things-
~anyone can be racist to anyone. A black person can be racist to a chines person. A Korean person can be racist to a white person. An Indian can be racist to other Indian people.
~More importantly, there’s this growing mindset nowadays that it’s ok to be racist to white people because they have had all the power.
Pretty stupid in my opinion.
Same goes for women on male sexism, it’s ok.
And the notion that sExIsM/rAcIsM = pReDjUdIcE + pOwEr… so yeah, people might be more encouraged, and thing that its like revenge, which is unhealthy for both parties.
Don’t generalize us pocs either, most of us are pretty fucking chill.
If you wanna talk reach out to me or reply.
Always here to play the devils advocate
~Geckotung
siren @choxoe
I’m sure not all pocs are bad<3, i just haven’t actually had a friend or met a poc person who is actually nice to american-whites. But i hope it changes very soon because I hate being called names and threats because of me being white.
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I also forgot the slurs my mother called me, it was last week around 12am when we talked about pride flags.
